[[how unfair life is]]

2008-03-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT! I finally got my laptop back! Apparently, I damaged the hard disk probably because I knocked it around. I'd be sure to be more carefull this time round mann. The worst thing is I've got to pay for the repairs myself. JOY. That means I have to stop eating so much and start saving up. Ah wells.

So anyways, I know I haven't been blogging for the longest time ever because nothing's been happening (and even if something exciting did I can't remember it anymore), or I've been too busy. The freshest thing in my memory is Band[Age], being backstage and all. Got to know many people better during the whole concert prep (: I do wish that we could still hang out backstage and all but the concert had to come to an end one day anyway. Still, as cheesy as this sounds, I'm sure all of us will remember Band[Age] 08!

Moving on! Just got back our report cards, results not too good so the trying hard part has to come in. I'm really trying to put in that extra effort to do well! Which reminds me. Today was such a loooong day in school. First there was Lunchbox Day meeting in the morning, then lessons as usual, then chinese supp classes and geog supp. Clarified some of my doubts, so I'm quite happy. I still don't know the difference between an yi lun wen and a bao zhang bao dao though. I've always been writing an yi lun wen as a bao zhang bao dao...if I changed will I do better! Haha, hmmm....

Oh oh oh! I made up a joke with a few friends today during chemistry while we were studying electrolysis. What did the copper ion say to the electrolyte as it was being discharged? GUESS GUESS GUESS! I'll tell you lah: C u at 2+ later! (Get it?!?! Cu 2+!) Hahhaa.

Okay, so after I came back home, it was rather slack. Watch tv, listen to music. Oh! My sister and I were doing funny/stupid dance moves according to the beat of the music. I was so off beat and I had like no moves, haha. Just swing my hands and shake my head and look stupid. My brother recorded it on his phone. Then I deleted it. Or at least I think I did. You wouldn't want to see it anyways. HEE HEE.

Tomorrow's Good Friday, aren't you excited! I'm pretty excited at what's going to happen at church tomorrow, looking forward to a whole new experience with God!

That means I need to get a good night's sleep. Taa~

2008-01-05T23:16:00.001+08:00

Today I woke up at 8am! For tuition -.- Haha, or I wouldn't wake up so early yeah. I feel a little tired now, but I'm waiting for my siblings to finish bathing, yup, so I'm just blogging. School just started and even though it was only a 3-day week, I was already really exhausted. I hope I can survive next week!

Oh but I'm pretty happy today that I've done some homework and not slacked my entire saturday off. Ok, so I did a little in the afternoon watching some dramas. Haha. So much for my new year resolution.

But I think The 1st shop of a coffee prince is a really nice korean drama! I think Gong Yoo looks really good there. He doesn't look as old as he is!

I just went for a church gathering around Hume Avenue and it was pretty fun lah. I had fun by myself. and with my sister! Haha. We were stuffing marshmellows into our mouths and my sister beat me with her record of 6. I did 5! Gosh I couldn't swallow them at first because my mouth was so full!

When I came home there was more food: Honey chicken wing! I think my dad bought the whole chicken or something. It smells so good. I shall put off my diet for a day. HAHAHA. Ok whatever right, diets don't work.

Oh and something horrible happened on friday! We took height and weight and I grew fatter and shorter. Like I shrank by 1cm! And last year I shrank by 0.5cm. How can I shrink! GAHHHH. I'm so short already, how can I shrink! HORRORS.

I have nothing more to say, and since the toilet's empty now I shall go bathe. Yipee. See you!

2008-01-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

I'm still thinking of my achievements in school for my portfolio...Seems like I don't have much! Haha, I feel so useless! Still thinking though...hmmm...I guess some things I can't really include because they seem so small...Haha! And we're supposed to write stuff that we'd want to see in our testimonial and ms tan said she'll think about it when she sees them!

Haha, so I could say I'm smart and clever and hardworking...EGO! Okay, so I'm none of the above. Well well. I don't know what to write...it seems like I'm really ego or something? Haiz, I'll just include stuff that I'm proud of achieving!(:

I think I'll think somemore tomorrow? I'm too tireeed.

See ya~

2007-12-27T14:06:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS (: Merry belated Christmas actually, heh heh. I went out with my Sabah group yesterday and yeah, it way pretty fun. Before the movie started Jaime and Julia were like going on a shopping spree in Mango. And like how can you buy clothes in less than 45 minutes! GOSHHH. Though I admit that the clothes were pretty nice. Anyways, we watched I AM LEGEND. It was freaky/scary/frightening but it was a pretty good show. As in like Will Smith's acting was really good especially since he was by himself (or with his dog, Sam) most of the time. Yup, like usually actors can only bring out their character by interaction with the other characters so He did pretty well. The mutated humans and dogs looked gross though. And when they suddenly popped out they totally scared me. I'm never gonna watch something like that ever again. I think after this I've developed a weak heart. Don't try scaring me when you meet me!

After that I went out for dinner with my dad's colleagues. I played with Aunty Sharon's baby named Hui Zhen and she is soooo cute! We were playing in the arcade and she was like banging on the machines. But she was laughing so happily (: It was quite rare that she even smiled (: I took like a dozen photos and videos of her. I took them with my phone camera so it's quite blur. I shan't post it here then.

And so lastly... I wanted to talk about my New Year resolutions! I shall just list them here (:

1) Be more confident in everything I undertake.

2)Be more focused for a longer period of time while studying.

3)Study without eating too many snacks to keep me focused.

4)Pass my 'O' Levels!

WHOOPEE. I'm ready for the new year! See all of you real soon!

2007-12-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

I think I'm finally energetic enough to start blogging again. I slept for 16 hours yesterday! I came back from OB Sabah on 8th Dec at 2 am and went to crash my church camp at 7 so I was pretty tired (:

I really enjoyed Sabah, especially all that scenery cause it was just so prettyyyy! Like the clouds, the rain, the mountains, the jungle were all sooooo amazing it makes me wanna go back once again! Watching the sunrise from the peak of Mt Kinabalu was really the highlight of the course for me. And the accomplishment and satisfaction experienced after conquering the summit really takes the cake!

So many things happened over there but I just can't write it all down now cause it'll take some time for me to remember them all and I don't have the time now since I have to go for tennis soon...

It's raining now though, maybe...HEH HEH HEH.

OH GOSH! GUESS WHAT JUST HAPPENED! I JUST RECEIVED A PHONE CALL AND TRAINING'S CANCELLED! MY WISH JUST CAME TRUEEEEE. I feel so lethargic today I don't think I can play tennis properly so all's well.

So....I shall tell you all about my trip to Sabah! It'll be a pretty long post so brace yourselves. Go for a toilet break first if you want to carry on reading!

Ok...so my group was made up of mainly mg girls and 3 barker guys. We (mg) got to stick together because we're doing a project for our sabbaticals! (: Our group Chicky Chicky was quite fun already lah since the mg girls kinda knew each other already. And our trainers Rechel (AKA Chicky) and Andrew were the best ever! You have no idea how much I cried when Chicky and Andrew (well sort of) sent us off at the airport.

Ah...but on to the more happy activities: We had this day where we did the high elements which include the flying fox, giant ladder, trapeze jump and rock climbing. Forgive me if i missed any other of the high elements out! I was pretty scared doing the flying fox one since we had to climb up this really high ladder and it just looked really scary from up there. Maybe I do have a fear of heights!

Another day we went sailing and the waves and the sea breeze was sooo nice. At first we rowed a bit then our sails caught some wind so we didn't have to row the rest of the way to the island! Oh oh! And OB Sabah base had lime trees so we plucked some lime to smell on the trip to prevent us from getting sea sick. I now know the trick to not feeling sea sick! That is to stare at a non-moving object that's far away! (: Camping at the island was pretty fun but I think i might have gotten bitten by red ants though i know nothing about how ant bites look like. Oh i got bitten by a few sand flies too! We had a bon fire at night because Andrew collected lotsa wood for us on the beach. We didn't exactly sail back cause there was no wind but we rowed back in record time! I think it was about 2 hours? WHEE~

Ok, so what i say isn't exactly in chronologically order but what do you expect! Hahaha. I kinda lost track of time since 1) I didn't bring a watch and 2) We didn't exactly have to write dates for anything like we do in school. Ok so another thing we did was to go to this village where we stayed at this house (which was supposedly OB Sabah's logistic manager's house but we don't know if Chicky was lying, haha) but the kids there were super cute. At first they were like shooing us away but after a while they began to warm up to us and played with us. Or rather we played with them lah. At their house there were lots of chicks, roosters, hens? and ducks and tortoise, and pigs and dogs and cats! So many animals right! I vividly remember the long and tiring walk chicky took us on to look at the village where she lied to us that we had to turn back and walk the long distance again when the whole village had a circle loopy route and we were back at our house after a while. Oh and they had like snakes in this big bucket in the toilet and fish too. It really opened my eyes. Oh oh! And we watched tv for the first time ever at that house during the course. At night we watched HSM! Hahaha. We didn't have a cultural experience there that day because someone in the village passed away. Our instructors taught us an "eagle dance" on the last day of the course though! It felt awkward at first but in the end I think everyone enjoyed themselves (:

Ok...moving on...on the last day we built this raft and 'rafted' in the sea. It was supposed to be a competition so Abel said that if our group won we'd get ice cream! So like we were all so encouraged that we won! Hahaha.

Oh and when we all climbed to the summit of Mt K, we sang Wayne a birthday song since it was his birthday that day. If i were climbing the mountain on my birthday i would have felt so happy! Like I'm one year older and I made it to the peak! Double the happiness! After we descended from the mountain andrew surprised wayne with a birthday cake! See, our trainers are so sweet! When we climbed Mt K it was really cold (like 10 degrees) but i heard that the SJI guys had it worse since they climbed it when the temperature was -5 degrees. So we had it good. And we were really fortunate that it didn't rain or else we wouldn't be able to make it to the summit at all. The Lord was really good to all of us since my whole group made it up to the summit and we all made it down safely as well. Haha, i still remember that julia and thiam practically ran down the mountain to the last checkpoint to go tandas! The rest of us just walked down slowly lah, but it was a nice and relaxing walk since we got to see lots of surrounding mountains and clouds and vegetation.

We went jungle trekking on one of the days too. Like we were supposed to go to this 1550m point to camp out in the jungle so Christel and Cumaran led us there. Some parts were extremely steep that I had to practically crawl up and dig my fingers into the mud to hoist myself up the slope. We had to grab onto trees and roots to get up the slope! So after a few hours of sweating and being smelly and exhuasted, we finally made it up but we couldn't camp on the high ground in case we got struck by lightning so we made our way down once again to find a suitable camp site. It was really cool when we made a tent with bamboo (we copied our trainers' idea lah) and slept in it! That night only Abel and Cumaran camped out to keep the fire going I think.

Andrew taught us to read the constellations map and showed us some photos of himself and the scenery at OB New Zealand. It's so pretty there! Maybe I'll head there next! Ok I think my brain's too exhausted because I can't think of anything else that happened at Sabah!

So I shall talk about the food. It was great! We had tea and milo sometimes and nice fruits like pineapple, watermelon, cantaloupe (i think), apples and bananas. And for lunch and dinner it was rice and chicken, sometimes beef (which i didn't eat because i dont' like beef but the others said it was nice) and at other times fish. They were cooked differently all the time so we never got tired of all the food! Or perhaps we were too hungry already. Our cook was Pachi (i dont' really know how to spell his name) but he cooked real nice food including these which I forgot to mention! Mee goreng, goreng pisang, noodles for breakfast...we had biscuits for supper! They were really addictive.

After this course, I feel like being a backpacker! Hahaha. And travel to the nice places to appreciate all the beautiful places the Lord has given us. I guess since my degree keeps increasing and I'm afraid i'll go blind (but of course everyone says that won't happen but it's better to prepare for the worst and hope for the best right! (: ) I have to be thankful for everything now. Oh but my daddy says backpacking is pretty dangerous so i'll have to go with really good friends who can really stick it out with me. Oh and i'll have to get a strong guy to accompany us in case anything goes wrong! I doubt my brother would go. But backpacking is like real tough and i dont' know whether I'll be ever prepared for it so maybe it'll be better to earn money and rent a caravan and roam the world! hahaha. NOT. I'd miss home too much. And it'll be super ex. Maybe I should just sit at home in front of the tv and watch discovery channel and animal planet and national geographic. All in the comfort of my own home. Hahaha.

BACK TO SQUARE ONE!

See you all real soon~

2007-11-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

Just now I went with the mg Sabah people to "take a leisure walk" up. Haha, at the start everyone wanted to give up already! When we reached the top, Mrs Lee made us do some sprinting so we wanted to play aeiou. It was pretty interesting i guess. can't wait to go to sabah though i'm afraid of the leeches.

i so can't be bothered to capitalise my 'i's and the first word of each sentence.

i finished watching Magicians of Love! It wasn't a too disappointing drama lah. I thought like it would be really bad if R left XB but in the end, i think the ending was pretty good. Yup. But the drama I'm starting on now, Love Contract, seems quite disappointing. I think it's the storyline. It's a bit weird and it doesn't really allow the actors and actresses to act properly. Haiz. I guess there are some funny parts lah. Just not enough. I'm just gonna watch cause of Ariel Lin and Mike He who are good actors/actresses.

Okay, enough of my dramas. I'm in a pretty lousy mood right now. I shall go have a cup of milk. I want peanut butter bread. The holidays are making me fat. But I'm not in a mood to care right now. I think it just started raining. I feel better already. See ya.

2007-11-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

I came back from prefects' camp today and I guess I'm pretty tired. Came back from Hong Kong on the 7th and yes, I might load some pictures in my future posts to show you guys all the fun I had in Hong Kong (:

Prefects' camp was really much more fun than I'd expected. My group was really fun and I got to know 3 of my juniors a lot better! (: Haha, and we all got to talking about dramas tooooo - my favourite subject! (: HAHAHA. Okay, whatever right.

Okay I admit that I'm totally a drama freak lah. Watching Magicians of Love right now and it's not that boring okay. I think it's NICE. and SWEET.

Recently I was also reading hana kimi comics and it's really much better than the drama cause firstly, the drama missed out on a lot of things and secondly, because it's just super funny. Doubt I have much time left to enjoy this break though. I've got to start doing my homework and training for sabbaticals.

I'm half excited for sabah and half not. Now i'm like 3/4 not excited lah. I think I'm just feeling really down now. I have some things on my mind and I can't find anyone to like really talk talk to. I'll just sleep on it tonight lah.

Hmm hmm. Now that I've said these things, I feel a teenie weenie bit better. I shall try to cast aside my unhappiness now and focus on writing something now. See you.

2007-11-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

Okay, the exams are done so I don't have any other excuse not to blog. I only remembered I had a blog after my juniors told me they found my blog. I know, it's amazing, I forgot I had a blog! Haha.

My exam results were pretty okay. Some were horrendous but I'll count myself lucky yeah! Chinese O Levels just over too, really relieved! Thinking of next year's O Levels sends shivers down my spine.

But I shall fret not! I'll be taking a break overseas from tomorow till 7th of nov. Thinking about the shopping, sights and comfy hotel beds just makes me feel relaxed already! I'll have to sleep soon 'cause my flight's at 6 plus tomorrow morning.

I recently watched a few dramas. Just started, haven't finished watching of course! The latest one that I think is worth watching would be 'Magicians of Love'. It airs at 11.30pm every friday but that's pretty late so I watch it on youtube. But they cut it off at episode 6! BAH. I shall try to find the CD with english subtitles. Oh but Jer told me that it got boring for her after MING DAO and xiao bei got together so...hmmm. Jer has too high expectations! Other dramas I've started watching are Love Contract and I'm continuing with Attic Cat cause it got a little more exciting when her boss appeared again. HAHAHA. Okay okay, I so know I'm a drama freak.

Moving on! Christmas is coming! I saw this really cute pair of Christmas earrings but it costs 23 bucks. Like how expensive is that. I'm so broke lor. HINT HINT TO YOUNGER SISTER. Hahaha. Ah, I'm going to sleep now, it's just a few hours till when I'll board the plane! WHEEE~ EXCITED EXCITED! Okay okay. I'm really going to sleep now! (If I can!)

Taa~

2007-09-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

It's been real long since I've posted anything! And yes, lots has happened these few months. Did I mention it's the September holidays now? (: Well it is. And guess what! I've done all my homework (I think) except for literature. My brains are screaming now cause I think I've over exerted them! Hahaha. I feel so accomplished.

Tomorrow I'll be having lunch with my aunt at Mayim! (: I absolutely love their pickled cabbage appetiser. Or whatever it's called, heh heh. In the morning I shall go jogging! My aunt's always asking me to get off my butt and exercise, so well, she got her wish!

Anyways, just remembered, I watched Ratatouille with Carmen the other day. Mann, it was hilarious! And soooo cute. I read this article in The Straits Times on how the author thought rats preparing food was an absolutely crazy idea which would never work. I guess it's kind of true ): Rats don't look so cute in real life, do they?

I've got lots more to say, but my eyelids are gaining weight. HAHAHA. Ok so I totally made that up and it sounds bad! I can't be bothered to delete any evidence of my creativity so wells, good for me. I think I shall really sleep now, tomorrow's going to be a long day...

Oh! But before I go, I'm extremely excited to see my cousins' two doggies this Saturday (: My 6th aunt says they're called Flo and Trevor; I shall find out when I get there. WHEEE~

GOOD NIGHT (: (:

2007-04-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO! The week's almost over - joy! Taking 5 item test tomorrow, that's why I'm feeling a little nervous (: I want my gold! (: Just finished doing math, and i hope i didn't do it wrongly because I'd have to redo 3 long (i think) questions again! Got math quiz back today, 9/15, not too good, but it's not going to hinder me from making progress! And I'm going to brace myself for my lit marks tomorrow as many many many people failed. I shall be happy, because 只要笑一笑,没什么事情过不了! Haha. WHEE. DID I TELL YOU I FINISHED WATCHING SMILING PASTA?

Also, we have this assignment to write a speech for the recent school shooting happening. I have NO IDEA how to start, and i think i'm going to burst out laughing while trying to be solemn and sensitive to the issue, not because i don't respect them or anything, but because i really cannot purposely not smile, especially when i see others smiling. But then again, it's a sad thing, so maybe i'll naturally speak properly. I'm going hope then (:

I guess i have nothing much to say, just that i really am happy that this week's coming to an end! I have meetings though ): Haiz. But just think about it: 4 weeks to OBS and 5 weeks to june holidays! (:

See you.

2007-03-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

I'm just going to enter this short post before i start editing my heritage essay (: Today i got back my lit essay, and i was quite disappointed lah. Not that i expect myself to be good at lit, but i want to get at least an A2 (: I'm so counting on social studies to pull my combine humans marks up. Hmm, but then again, marks aren't everything...right?

I was super duper surprised at my math marks, especially since i got the question i didn't know how to do right. well, not totally right but imagine! Got lucky, but will continue to buck up and 加油!

There are so many tests next week! But I'll take it as a challenge yeah! There's bio, chem and chinese! GASPS GASPS. And the thing is that we can study for all ): I shall start this weekend but i probably won't have time tomorrow. There's physics file to tidy up, physics assignment 1-3 to do, heritage essay to edit, chinese words to go through, and maths homework to do before i can start studying for everything. AH! And there's PHILO too. Sigh. Maisie and i don't really know how to start. I shall start writing later.

Tennis is starting next week, and i'm half-dreading and half-looking forward to it. Dreading because with tennis i have less to time to study for those tests, but looking forward cause it'll help me keep fit and lose weight. Oh! And happy since after mon and wed's tennis, i'm free for the rest of the week!

WHEE! We went to a history museum today. Usually you'd think history museums would be boring but it was really fun, with cool gadgets to bring along throughout the walk. So there's someone always talking into your ear. I didn't really know how to wear the headphones at first! So loser right. Hahhaa. Anyways, I'd better go do some work now. Maybe i'll update next week, when i have the time! (:

SEE YOU!

2007-03-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

My 165th post! 8 weeks to June holidays! Numbers numbers numbers...math! Hahaha. Anyways! I forgot to mention that pretty long ago when i was cycling around my estate, i saw this dad taking his kid home (like walking along the street to their condo). and he was picking up litter on the way home! I felt that it was a super commendable act! Go mr keep-the-streets clean!

Just now i went cycling and i met carmen! So she borrowed my brother's bike. So then we went cycling and briefly discussed the climate topic for geography (: and i saw this guy playing basketball. he wasn't very pro, but he was not bad. like the best i've seen so far other than compared to pro players, haha. anyways! i don't know why i'm talking about that.

I finished studying for chem tables! (: (: and i finished math. and i dont' think i'm going to study for geog (: HEE HEE.

What else do i have to say? Oh oh! i like the mayday song 'tian shi'. the starting theme song for 'making miracles' on channel 8! WHEEEE. The guy's voice is reallyyy nice at the starting. really really really nice.

I have to take my english common test tomorrow, cause on thursday i'm monitoring for dc. I haven't studied for math! i shall do it later?? (: (:

I went to watch mr bean's holiday today with ee leng (: It was funy but not as funny as what i'd expected. oh wells, it was still worth the money lah cause i got to relax. i really can't wait for the june holidays to come mann!

JUNE HOLIDAYS. JUNE HOLIDAYS. JUNE HOLIDAYS. JUNE HOLIDAYS.

8 more weekssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
THANK YOU FOR THE WEEKENDS! <3

I don't think i have anything else to say.

See you all (:

2007-03-23T18:14:00.000+08:00

I didn't go to school today, though I'm not considered to be sick, only that I have hives. Been watching Meteor Garden I for a super long time! (: I thought it wasn't that nice but it is! But the Lei guy seems so weird in the show, hahaha. Dao ming!! She can't go to lei!! DMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDM. HAHAHA. Now I'm on Ep 9, wonder how many episodes there are for Meteor Garden I. Maybe I'll watch Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao Ai! (: (: And wait for Yi Ling to lend me KO One (: (: HEEEEE.

Anyways! I think I shall go back to watching my shows (: And then I'll do my homework lah (:

See you.

2007-03-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

I'm going to drink tea after typing this post. I'm like having a really bad headache. I think it's from thinking too much for lit. I shall stop or i'll be become brain-dead mann. I'm so tired! Sigh.

And i still have ss and math to study for. I was like talking to my mummy about the ss thing that happened and my mummy was like telling me that i should think ahead, into the future so i can decide what to do. And what i say should reflect in my actions. I think she has a point. I shall think of the consequences next time. Need to change the i-live-in-the-present kind of mentality yeah! Must be more mature. haha.

I'm really scared for lit tomorrow. I totally need all the marks i can get to pull up my combined humans marks. I usually don't score very well for year-end, so i need my ca marks. sigh, o levels...i'm quite scared for chinese too. ARGH. How can i improve??

Sigh. I think i shall go make my coffee now (yeah i changed my choice of caffeine (: )

See you <3

2007-03-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

Gosh, i felt so bad when i handed in my social studies essay late today. But wells, no use crying over spilt milk! My family's currently researching on where to go during the June holidays (actually we're leaving once the hols begin in May! (: ) and we've kinda settled on the Philippines. Like some resort, though we haven't decided which. Most likely Cebu I think. Whee. The sand looks so white and everything. I just wanna lie on the sand and relax and not get sunburnt. I hope it doesn't get too hot (:

I still like my chinese songs (: Still not sick of it yet - HAH! I haven't got much homework today (at least not those that i've to pass up tomorrow) so i've been slacking so far. Eating crunchie bars, getting fat. But it's worth it (: I'm happy! I shall start my exercise programme like..tomorrow lah. WHEE. I like exercising alone, I think.

Ms Tan made us do this for homework: about how we want to meet the man of our lives, his qualities, his proposal..etc. I wonder what it's for. I made mine super drama anyways. Hahaha!

OHOHOH! There was no tennis today! Because the C Div had their first match today! I hope they did well, go C Div! (: I WONDER IF THERE'S TENNIS ON WEDNESDAY (:

I just drank tea in order to stay awake and I think it's kinda working cause usually at 10.30 I'll be really really sleepy already. I shall drink more and attempt lit to make up for slacking this afternoon. I ate 2 slices of water melon, and one mango for fruits today. I'm so proud of myself. So healthy right! (:

Anyways, i'm going to do my lit now.

I still miss you! (:

Taa~

2007-03-18T19:08:00.000+08:00

I feel really letargic. Must be due to the fact that I've been eating so much this holiday. I've gained weight in just 5 days! Hahaha, but oh wells. Diets don't won't for me. Maybe I can squeeze more exercise into my schedule.

Pb party's this friday! I can't wait (is it the food?) (: Well, it's a day to socialise properly yeah. Hmm hmm.

I'm beginning ONCE AGAIN to like chinese songs! (: Probably cause i can't speak chinese properly? So like it's natural to like something you can't have? Haha. I hope I make sense.

ANYWAYS! I was doing my lit notes halfway, and I had a mental block and couldn't think anymore. BAH.

Oh, by the way, i think i'm smiling more cause of the holidays. Like cause i actually have to time relax A LITTLE bit. WHEEE~ I'm so much happier now! PLUS PLUS because of church. God's presence never fails to calm my nerves and allow me to appreciate his wonders! Like today I was walking to church and the birds were chirping and the sky was soooo blue! And the BIG HUGE TALL trees looked so pretty with the blue background. SIGHHH. Nature looks too good. I can imagine lying on the grass and staring at the sky and talking with a close friend about everything under the sun! Till I see the stars or something. I have no idea how to express myself now. That's something I have to work on. I can never express myself properly. But still - not to worry, I can learn. Hahaha. I hope so!

I saw a really cute doggie yesterday at East Coast Park. It was really small and cute and adorable. (: WHEE HOOS. I can't wait for tennis to be over this week. I always feel this sense of accomplishment after wed's tennis session (:

Oh I forgot to mention today's OC refreshments. Mel brought today's. BREAD! Like 3 different kinds. One with nice creamy cheese, one with mushrooms and sauce, the last with luncheon meat! (: I am EXTREMELY proud to announce that I tried all of them! I think I ate 5 pieces of bread altogether. Oh and Melissa thought the luncheon meat one was sausage! Hahaha. (: (:

I think this must be one of the longest posts I've ever written. My dad and sis are at the gym. But i'm too lazy to join them. Hahaa. Oh wells. All my memories and thoughts are finally coming into my brain! Usually I can't think of anything to say. HEEE. MOOO. That was random (: But I felt like it.

I think I've finished all my work. Except that my Heritage essay is super lame and whenever I read it it sounds as though a primary school student wrote it. What can i say, my vocab is that bad!

My mum wants to watch the Ren Ci Charity show (: And I wanna watch the new show that's coming up on channel U. I think it's a korean? Looks like it. Anyways, it's 'Be strong Geum Soon!' WHEEEE. OOOOoooo. RC is starting.

My sister is sick. Like blowing her nose and all sick. Which reminds me! Cassandra is sick too! I hope you guys get well soon! Better sms her to ask after her. DONE! Heyyy! 五月天's participating in RCCS. I wonder whether it's stressful being an actress. Like I know it's tiring acting and not getting it right but is it like that mentally exhausting? Do they have to think alot? Hahaha. I guess I'll never know right. But as a student, my mind is exhausted trying to think of the answer to my lit essay question. PHEW.

My mummy says I have to eat dinner now. EAT EAT EAT. I'm hungry. And i just ate 2 chocolate bars. And my mummy goes 'so how can you not get fat when you eat so much junk food?' whenever I complain. I shall TRY to be content with my life, considering I'm so much more fortunate than victims of natural disasters and those suffering from all the BIG problems they have. NO, I'm not being sarcastic or anything. I'm just being appreciative and thankful.

I shall go eat my dinner now! If you've read till here, thank you for reading all this crap. And since you've read till here already, you must as well tag (:

And i know this sounds emo and all but I miss YOU.

See you soon <3

2007-03-17T13:43:00.000+08:00

I'm currently having a headache, and I think it's due to being on the computer for too long. Spoil my eyesight! Hahaha. Anyways, THANK YOU KAT FOR SENDING ME THOSE SONGS! (: I think listening to them really helps me relax mann!

I've finished all my homework! That's why I can afford to go out later (: To Singapore Armed Forces Yacht Club (SAFYC)! Though it sounds so army like and everything, it's a really fun place. Actually more of relaxing lah. Look out to the sea and everything's so calm and peaceful. So it really calms my nerves. And slows me down from today's fast-paced society! Hahaha. (: Anyways, there's an arcade there, woo hoo!

Gosh I miss everybody so much! But part of me still doesn't want to go to school. The holidays are going to end!! NOOOOoooo! Hahahaha. One week is too short mann! They should change it to 2 weeks or something. Let me check when's the next holiday (: (: GOOD FRIDAY! 6th April. Hahaha. Speaking of which, I can't wait for Sunday to praise God before starting a new term of school! Ok...back to the subject...the next holiday, 1 May, labour day. 31st May, Vesak Day. JUNE HOLIDAYS!!!

I can't wait. WHEEE. Anyways, I think I'll go do something like file my worksheets now. HEE HEE. (: See you.

2007-03-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

I went for PSC from monday to wednesday, and i guess it was pretty fun! (: Got to know new people...yups (: It rained on wednesday! So we played tennis for this really short period of time and the rest of training was physical. It was tiring though. It's really late now, and i think i've exhausted my brain cells so i can't really post this entry properly without a nice song suddenly popping into my brain. And i don't really know what i'm typing cause i'm not really focusing and this is really crappy so i shall not continue till i have more 精神 to post a proper post. Night (:

2007-03-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

本来我以为在这个假期里我可以好好地休息一下, 放轻松的. 但没想到, 竟然有那么多假期功课, 包括下个星期一二三我有活动,星期四会跟家人出去...那会有足够的时间做完功课吗?我实在对着短短的假期好失望哦!

哎呀,不说着些了!今天上华文课的时候,老师叫我们写作文,我虽然写得非常烂, 可是与我的华文水准来说,总算是不错吧!

哇!在电脑打华文真辛苦!我明天才继续吧!

或者后天再见! (笑!)

2007-02-15T16:27:00.000+08:00

Another exhausting week, full of heart wrenching results and heartbreaking tests - And yes, yesterday was Valentines' Day. It was pretty good, considering the fact that i had lots of chocolate to eat last night so as to keep awake to study for math test. It really wasn't too bad, but everyone else got an answer for the last question except me. I feel like a loser. But oh wells, no point crying over spilt milk. Maybe i'll cry over spilt coffee instead. HAHAHAHA.

Ok, i know i'm lame. But I'm really thankful that I can walk! (: Anyways, speaking of coffee, I had coffee today recess! And it really helped me concentrate during the math test, well, that is excluding the last question. Hahaha.

Today is TOTAL DEFENCE DAY. We had a FIRE DRILL. It was COOL as there was really no fire. and i'm just making a fool of myself now. (: At least we didn't have to sit in sweltering weather this time round, since it was in the morning and there was quite a lot of cloud cover. Wait...shouldn't we be feeling hot then. Oh we shouldn't. It should only be hot at night cause heat is reflected back to the ground! Hahahaha. As you might have guessed, I did enjoy today's geography lesson. In fact, it's one of the lessons i look forward to! (: (: I guess that's why i took full geog right.

Hmmm. What else do i have to say? Oh! I have to do english and check through physics and memorise some chinese words (: I shall go and quickly finish them now. English is super hard!

One last thing, I sat on a stone during the fire drill. My poor deformed butt.

(: Happy total defence day.

2007-02-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

It's been an extremely hectic week so far, i'm currently sitting on the huge-est pile of homework i've ever seen in my life! There's a biology test tomorrow, and an E maths one on the next day. i know tests are "an assessment of my understanding of the subject", but still, it's somewhat important to me to pass the test by AT LEAST 15%. That's why i'm afraid to get my chem test back - sigh, there's chem tomorrow.

There's a lot of english homework: argumentative essay, article containing expository writing and a comprehension. Not only for english, but there seems to be an unending stream of homework flowing into and flooding my life, help! someone throw me a life buoyancy to save me from drowning! Hahahah. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating but I'm sure everyone feels extremely stressed now ):
Thank God for CNY!

The sky's darkening, dampening my mood. Usually i ACTUALLY feel happy when it rains but not today i guess. I suppose it's 'cause of the many things that have happened throughout the week.

However...fret not! The week's almost over. Hooray for that! And I just got a new phone (: (: I guess there are many happy things to combat all the unhappy ones! (: Stay positive!

Taa~

2007-01-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

i just realised after writing in my diary i haven't blogged for a pretty long time! yes, i've been busy with lots of school work..assignments have been piling up due to my..errr..lazy-ness. hahahh. anyways. i'm watching wang zi bian qing wa now, it's so good mann. can't believe i didn't watch it when it was airing. sheesh. haha. anyways, i still have so many episodes to go..sigh.

I haven't even finished watching devil beside you. hahah. ah wells. i shall take my time. work's still my priority ok!

oh oh, guess what day's tomorrow! (: (:

taa~

2007-01-07T18:39:00.000+08:00

I haven't blogged for so long. I don't think I'll be posting an entry for a really long time. I've got lots to do...etc...BLAH. I hate being all this busy. I was so free in the holidays..no tennis what so ever. Now there's tennis 1 3 5 again. I'm so lousy at tennis lah. Was thinking of transfering to club? (:

Well anyways, God will make a way.

Ivfen(:

2006-12-23T16:38:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT??? Christmas is TWO days away! (: I guess that's why my spirit's up again. And there's Christmas service tomorrow (: I hope we sing 'Christmas isnt' Christmas'. I can't wait for watchnight service too (: I think it's called that. On 31st (: Hahaha, I love counting down (: It's really cool!!! Already asked my mummy whether my whole family can attend it together, I think so (:

Just now I was busy tying gold tape on the presents (: Took super long to finish tying it. And to think of it, everyone's just gonna rip the tape apart. Hahahhaa. But ah wells, at least I made an effort (: I just went to NTUC at BTP today too (:

Mann. I think I have quite a lot on my mind right now, lots of things to settle and do...but I shall forget them till Christmas is over (: (: HEEEE. Yups, I shall go do something else right now (:

God bless & taa~

2006-12-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

I'm back from church camp~ (: It was really an experience! It's amazing how so many people were just touched by God and his love for us. Camp was fun on its own too, as we all got to make new friends and learn more about each other (: More about than not, praising God together! (:

Tmr's there's a friendly match against St Margs, and it's the last training! (:

Moving on, I'm watching both Prince's First Love and Prison Break now, gee, why are they both so addictive.

Anyways, I gotta go now (: My msn's not working again mann ):

2006-12-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

Camp is tmr! (: I can't wait (:

The planning for the sec 1 orientation camp is tough. And there's always someone who can't meet ):

I don't have much to say but i just wanted to type (: HEE HEE. Hmmm. So what should i do now? BAH. I don't know.

Oh oh, i'll just tell you of the korean dama i'm watching now (: That's Prince's First Love (: HEEEEEE. Cha Seung-hyun's quite good looking after you look at him for a while (: HEH HEH.

I think the most frequent letters I use are H and E. That's because Hello has H and E. And HEE has H and E. And HEH has H and E. HEEEE. Hahahaha. A's probably the next most frequent letter I use. That's because HAHAHAHAHA has A! And H too.

Ah. I wonder why I'm talking about alphabets. Ah wells. I love receiving msges. And I love receiving postcards and mail! (: Hahahah (: The best msges are the ones that come right at the time when I am bored (: WOO HOO! :P

I must be very bored now anyways. To write all that crap. Hahaha. I think I'll go find something to do right now (:

Taa~

2006-12-04T19:33:00.000+08:00

Thought I should write another post before this blog becomes even more dead and extremely boring (:

Today we had tennis, coach let us run without timing! (: And the previous training we protested against running and just sat down on the tennis courts and coach drove away without making us run. I think he was quite impressed by our 'we will stick together' spirit as he tried striking a deal of which the first 5 out of the tennis courts would only have to run 1 round, but it didn't work and we still sat down, so he drove off (: Hooray for us! (:

OC camp's in a few days, I'm super excited! I think, no no, I know it's gonna be super duper funnnnnn (: I'll blog about it when I get back from camp (:

that's about it for now (:

See ya all soon (:

Taa~~

2006-11-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

It's raining at my place now. Just like it's snowing in Winter Sonata. (:

Yeah, as you might have guessed, I'm watching winter sonata now (: It's super duper niceeeee (: I went to Korea when it first aired but I didn't know it was a nice drama then (: And the guide was like talking about all the places they filmed the drama at the ski resort, but how was I supposed to know?? (:

OC camp's coming soon (: I'm quite excited to see the camp site! I haven't seen it yet ):

It's quite cold right now. And I'm gonna sleep soon. :P

Okay, I've been quite random. Oh right, today I had tennis in the morning. I rather like tennis in the morning (: I need time to do my chinese work and heymaths and to work...I don't have time to workkkk...

Haiz. I guess this sums up my day. Tmr I'm gonna buy books! Finally! And I probably will do heymaths tmr too. Night.

Taa~

2006-11-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

Whew. Been really busy lately, 1 3 5's tennis, so meetings are on all the other days. Tomorrow I'm going for a RG youth convention...thought I'd better blog before I went (: Since I haven't had the time to lately anyways.

Firstly, I shall update you on what I had for lunch. ROTI JOHN (: I suddenly had a craving for it, and it turned out to be quite nice (: My brother, mum and dad all ate chicken rice, I think (: HEH HEH. It was sort of a mixture, like chicken, duck, roasted char siew...etc...

Been still watching korean dramas (: But I'm not addicted okay!!! (: Anyways, I watched My Girl, a little of Love Story in Harvard, of which the latter's beginning was a bit boring. Wasn't really up to my expectations, so I started watching Full House again. It's such a good show (: Although I fast forwarded many parts cause it was quite unexciting (i knew the plot what!)

Talking about Full House, Rain's having a concert in Singapore!! (: But of course I have no money to go lah. Even if I had money, I wouldn't go, HEH. What are the chances of actually meeting him lahh. Must as well spend my money somewhere else (: Like going shopping or eating (: (:

Mann. I gotta go on my diet soon. Like again. Cause my previous one kinda failed. Hahaha. But don't worry lah, I won't starve myself one! (:

I wish this year would quickly pass though. But then again, I haven't finished my chinese homework for next year. I don't even know how to do it! Plus I haven't read the THICK chinese book. HOW HOW HOW?!?!?! Okay, I shouldn't freak out now. I have lots of time. DO I?!?!?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH......I don't. Calm down, calm down. Deep breath. Breathe in, breathe out. I'm calm. Okay, I'm going crazy. I think I shall stop blogging now. May God guide me!!!

Taa for now~

2006-11-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

Brought a foreign student around Singapore today (: Following a facilitator with some other prefects and foreign students lah. It was totally exhausting but pretty fun (: Andrea (fang) went too, so she passed me all the test papers and some sbc homework. I have NO IDEA how to do them. The chinese is too chim liao. Hahaha. I need HELP!

On the way back to school, because most people were so exhausted, they slept and i took a video of everyone (: Then I accidentally deleted it. OOPS. Hahaha. Ah wells. But during the trip I DID find out that toa payoh hub sells really cheap stuff (: HEH HEH. Though I don't plan on going shopping too soon. Too busy liao.

There's tennis tmr, I kind of dread it, no offence. That's cause I asked maisie and cheryl (met them today too cause they also went for the foreign students thing) and they said it was quite exhausting. And I bet I can't even play tennis anymore, cause I haven't practiced much. SIGH. I need someone to practice with! Someone who's very free to suit my schedule (: Maybe I'll ask around tmr. And I heard physical was tough. And my stamina isn't too good now, sighhh. I really hope I can hit a tennis ball tmr. What if I miss every shot? I wonder when coach is going to announce the names of people he's gonna kick out. I don't want to waste my holiday time leh, no offence. Staying on the team now just gives me too much hope....?

Anyways, I really should go now (:

Taa~

2006-11-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Waiting for the korean drama of My Girl to load, so I thought i'd just blog. right now i'm not feeling too good, my stomach's gone funny. As in, i'm not having cramps nor a stomachache. It's like my guts are being pulled apart. Mann. I feel sick.

OHHHH. could it be food poisoning? BLEAH.

I don't feel like typing anymore. I'm feeling quite awful now, catch you guys soon! (:

taa~

2006-11-01T19:13:00.000+08:00

Came back from bangkok a few days ago, was just too lazy to post an entry (: Haven't really unpacked my stuff yet, hahaha. Started with watching autumn tale, then when to charlene's house to watch she's the man. Char and la said that Channing guy was good looking. Really meh? I though Hoffman was more good looking lah (: Moving on, since there was still so much time left, we ended up watching episode 2 and a little of 3 of stairway to heaven. Haiz, but it has a sad ending. I prefer the happy endings more...who doesn't? Again, the rest said the guy who went overseas for his studies was more good looking than the artist brother; really meh? hahaha. char, la, zhang and salad said i had 'unique' taste (that was obviously sarcastic), but seriously, he's more gd looking! but then again, it's the personality that matters, heh heh. okay, enough bout this (:

I think I shall watch tree of heaven soon, since I can finish it quite fast (zhang says it only has 10 episodes (: )

Today I went back to school to the tissue culture lab and zhang, sarah, charlene, larisa and I were culturing PRs (: Woah. I was quite surprised that they were so big already. And to think they'd take many years to grow into 'adults'. Hahaha.

Yesterday I watched PCK and MSN, super funny! I was laughing like mad lah. Today I'm gonna watch rush hour 2? I'll see about that...

gtg, taa~

2006-10-28T11:56:00.000+08:00

WOHOOOOO. In Thailand now (to be precise, bangkok), and i'm having a splitting headache. I think it's probably due to the fact that the weather is EXTREMELY HOT. I hope it rains soon. It's suppose to be the rainy season now but it's really humid and dry. When I step out of the air conditioned room I actually feel like i'm burning. My face is so dry that some parts are ACTUALLY peeling. At my daddy's office now, using his laptop (:

Went shopping for the past few days. Didn't really buy much stuff. As in, I expected stuff to be much cheaper but it's not that much cheaper. And they always don't have my size. So dao mei. Haiz.

Been eating lots of junk food here (: When I get back to Sing I'll be super fat (: Watch out! Hahahahaha. I got to eat all the thai food i've missed for the past year! (: haven't eaten my ku-nom-kok (i pronounce it this way (: ) and this dessert at serie centre, going today!!!!!

WHEEEEEE~ I love holidays. RELAX RELAX RELAXING (: Okay, i'm so talking crap. Better go now, lunch is going to start! Maybe there'll be tom yum kung and that yellow dessert thingy i want to eat (: (: (: (:

Miss all in Sing loads!
taa~

2006-10-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went for social etiquette course and the concert in 'aid' of the sec 3 sabaticals (sp?). Wah, after SE I was so bloated, but haiz, at least the food was nice lah (: The concert wasn't that good lah, but considering they had only 2 weeks to prepare, it was not bad.

I finished watching full house already (: Now embarking on a new journey - watching my lovely sam soon (: Missed it cause it was kind of during exam period. Ah wells.

Later on going for training at BBNR (bukit batok nature reserve), hope I won't faint there (:

I think I gained lots of weight since exam period, need to go on a slight diet again (: I won't starve myself lah, don't worry. I can't resist food anyways, haha. So if i'm hungry I sure eat one.

I don't really have much to say now. Oh oh. I'm going to bangkok from the 25 to 30 of this month so don't look for me then (: Unless it's extremely important of course.

Okay then. Nothing else to say. Happy holidays (:

taa~

2006-10-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

HEH HEH HEH. After watching princess hours/goong, I'm moving on to full house. I thought full house was like some emperor show (i have no idea why i thought it was like that), but anyways, that's why i didn't watch it. but after watching ph, i thought kdramas are actually quite good (although they tend to have similar ending), so i started watching full house (: It's not as sad as ph, which is what i like about it, and it makes you laugh like crazy! really lightens one's spirits (:

Moving on, today we got a few parts of our test papers back, though my marks weren't extremely good, and my paper not that well done, i still feel satisfied. I'm actually quite surprised by this, cause usually i don't feel contented with my results. But knowing that i'm doing these exams to glorify God's name, and knowing that God will guide me to do my best, it really makes me feel happy..satisfied..etc (:

OH OH. And guess what? I went off the topic for chinese compo but i still passed! by 1/2 mark. that's another reason why i'm so happy (: Praise the Lord!

Haiz. it's late, i think i'd better go now, going to bangkok on the 25th of this month i think, can't wait to visit friends there...and of course, i can't wait to eat my favourite foods!! plus go shopping (: Cya soon

taa~

2006-10-14T13:46:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging since exams were over, HEH. Been watching princess hours (: (: I finally finished watching it today on youtube (: YES! All 24 episodes (: Hahahaha. Anyways, Shin and Yul are so super sweet (that's their names in the korean version) - Xin and Lu in the chinese version I think (: Haiz. But now that i've finished watching, it seems quite sad lah. Like cause there are no more episodes for me to watch, hahaha. I shan't blab out the ending, but it's soooo sweet! Haiz. It's quite sad only one of them gets Chae Gyung in the end though. hahaha.

Okay, I think you've heard enough on princess hours, moving on. Since exams are over, I have to pack my room which I plan on doing today. And I'm going to do sketching (: Oh oh, and try to catch up on my chinese (: Speaking of which, I think I'm going to fail H.Chinese this year. Sigh. I don't think I've been doing well this year lah. Messed up my EOYs. Sigh. But I always tell myself, look on the bright side, if i improve next year, i'll get that improvement thing. HAHAHAHA. wishful thinking (:

My brother wants to use this laptop now, haiz, gtg (:
taa~

2006-09-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

Today I went to andree's church (: Faith Methodist Church, I think. Found out it was the church uncle joseph cam from (: Hahahaha. Anyways, Faith Methodist left quite a good impression on me, youths are quite bonded, as in, it seems as if everyone is familiar with everyone (: Thought worship was good too, really adds to the worshipping and serving God atmosphere. OH OH. And I was AWAKE during sermon (: About label and love, that we shouldn't show favouritism, and we should support Jon and Hady equally! Hahahaha. I like andrea's church (: Though I doubt I can go there every sunday now that she's gonna move house and I can't keep expecting her to pick me up every sunday even if she doesn't right? Haha, maybe I'll find my own transport there?

After that went for lunch with andrea's sis and dad, we went to secret recipe (: Us girls shared food (mainly cheese chicken and pasta) and cakes!! I'm so bloated now. Growing fat again, hahaha.

Anyways, today's a really enjoyable day (: And I'm in a good mood (: So I guess I'll go study now (: WHEEEEEEEEE~

taa~

2006-09-22T18:29:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a happening day. Lots of things happened in school and out of school. I thought the funniest lesson today was literature. Mrs Ng was super funny and I had to control myself to not laugh too much since the rest of the class wasn't really laughing. I wonder why. But anyhow, it was an extremely fun and interesting lessons.

Stayed back to study today, and at like 4 something only salad claire and I were left in the classroom. So I was happily doing my history notes (chapter 11!!!) and SUDDENLY...there was this unnatural silence. Okay, fine, I'm exaggerating but I think salad or claire stopped writing so there was a change in atmosphere. So I looked up and got the shock of my life and I kind of half screamed. HEH HEH. It wasn't my fault! Mr Seow suddenly APPEARED there lah.

Well anyways, after I finished chapter 11, I was making my way home and just after I left the MG gate, I saw a chameleon! (sp?) Or maybe it was another kind of lizard. I got quite scared by it too cause it suddenly moved when I went near the tree. So that was my second shock of the day. (:

I crossed the road and met gis and amy who were trying to fix gis's 'bag crisis', so I helped them and we all went to the bus stop together. Along the way, we saw 2 doggies! One small white dog and a big white dog. Super cute!

Okay...so after some time, we reached the bus stop, I boarded the bus and I saw this boy telling the uncles where bukit timah shopping centre was and he even told them it was different from bukit timah plaza. Was quite surprised cause the boy looked quite malay but could speak chinese! perhaps he's a chinese (: But anyways, i thought that boy was very helpful, there are still lots of nice people in our society! (he KNEW how to say bukit timah shopping centre in CHINESE)

That kind of sums up my day, don't think I'll blog in a long while till exams are over so take care!
God bless,
taa~

2006-09-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Decided to blog for a while, then get back to doing notes for the last chapter for history! Hope to finish revising my sciences by the end of this week (: EOYs are in 11 days (excluding today) and I'm getting super nervous/anxious/worried.

Today we had maths test, and I made so many stupid mistakes. I could have gotten so many more marks! But like what I told Zhang today, we should look on the bright side. It's much better to make these mistakes now and learn from them rather than to make these mistakes during EOYs. (:

My lit grades have be steadily declining too. That is, if I may put it that way. I can't even get my A2 now. I do hope I do much better for EOYs. Which is why I'm going to read my TKAM book by the end of this week and analysed stuff. Plus, I'm going to read cliffnotes and sparknotes and gradesaver. I really need help! DOES ANYONE WANT TO HELP ME WITH LIT?

That reminds me, we have some informal sort of 2E study group where everyone quietly (though sometimes not so quietly) studies and enjoy each other's company. Yup, so if you want to join us, we're usually in iceland (as salad calls it). FYI, it's the library. Hahahaha. Salad's so creative. I'm so envious. HEE HEE.

During pe today I accidentally and carelessly hit my finger with the basketball and now my fourth finger hurts terribly. OWWW. I can't bend it much or it'll hurt (: Hope it gets well before EOYs!!! But anyway, have no fear, God is always here (:

I pray that God will guide everyone through their exams and help us to revise everything in time for EOYs! May He give all of us a good memory for history, geography, life sciences and physics that we may be clear in how to answer our exam question. May He give us skills to manage our time properly so we may have ample time to study and occasionally relax. God will provide and guide under all circumstances!

God bless you (:
taa~

2006-09-16T15:53:00.000+08:00

My hands are hurting from writing out history notes. I'm proud to announce that I've just finished chapter 7! Haha, 4 more chapters to go. Still have english practice, literature and home econs to finish. Sigh. Looks like I'll be rather busy this weekend. I need to get back to work by 4pm, which is 10 minutes away so I'd better hurry with this post. (:

Yesterday my family and I went to Boon Lay Raja or something like that to celebrate my mummy's birthday cause my dad won't be in Singapore tomorrow, which is my mum's real birthday date. (: Nice food, we got to try bamboo clams! They're super nice and super delicious..etc (:

Yesterday I was quite proud of myself cause I was with salad at the chicken rice stall and I asked the auntie to give her a free tofu cause the auntie said she didn't have much chicken left to give salad, and she did! That proves that high Is have convincing/persuading power! Hahaha. EGOISTIC.

Tuition got cancelled today, postponed to tomorrow, which gives me more time to do work! YAY. I shall get back to work now,
taa~

2006-09-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

ARGH. Remember: self control, self control, self control. My brother was driving me nuts just now. He kept coming into the room and complaining why he couldn't play the computer. And so I told him I wasn't playing the computer, I was chatting with my friend about the oral and tomorrow's oral and lit. Which was totally true okay, ask Estelle.

Manners are extremely important. I got quite pissed off recently cause someone didn't have the courtesy to reply me. I mean like, even if you are busy, at least take the courtesy to say you're busy or something right? Sometimes I can't stand people who are doing their work and ignore you when you ask them a question. Unless they didn't hear, then it's a different case lah. Note: not pin pointing anyone, making a general comment. But whenever I think of this scenario, I think: self control, self control, self control. Patience patience patience. Fruit of the spirit. I guess thinking like that doesn't make me as angry anymore. Calms my nerves. Hahahaha.

People who are vulgar and 'uncivilised' also bother me. I always wonder, is it because they want to act cool that they behave this way? They want to be in the cool crowd? But that's a very 'old' way of thinking. I guess young people nowadays don't really think that vulgar words are in anyway vulgar. They think it's really normal to say this kind of thing, probably cause of society's influence. Or am I still thinking too shallow-ly? Hmmm.

Anyways, love thy neighbour as thyself. I will try my best to love and tolerate everyone (: It feels much better blogging about these issues (:
Burden off my back.
taa~

2006-09-12T18:54:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO! Chinese's oral's over, stuttered and stumbled over many words, during both reading and conversation, but no point crying over spilt milk right? Ladadee. IT'S OVER! That's what's most important. Tomorrow's the day to get over english oral, and I'm the first! Scary. And then I'll be the time keeper. I'm just very nervous for picture especially, and also over the fact that I am the first to sit for the oral in my class. Breathe in, breathe out. Hahaha.

God guided me and totally supported me in throughout my chinese oral. God is so good! He actually calmed my nerves as I entered the examination room, a miracle! I actually felt quite confident, though in the end I stuttered and stumbled. But still - God is wonderful mann. I pray that He helps me through my english oral too (:

Today got back life science test, pleased with my mark, though I made some mistakes that were totally careless and stupid. Haiz. Hahaha. But well, through this test, it'll enable me to learn from my mistakes yeah? So I won't make such stupid mistakes in the EOYs.

Speaking of EOYs, I haven't started studying for history yet. And that's my weakest subject. Need to get really high marks for the structured essays, multiple choice and short answer parts so they can pull up my source base marks. Ladadee.

Okay, I'm feeling quite happy today lah. Partially cause chinese oral is finally over and partially because tomorrow I'm going to get over with the last chinese test before EOYs and english oral. Hooray. (: I don't like conniving guys. Haha. So random. Learned that word in literature, so I'm anyhow forming a sentence with it. I think next year I'll be forced to take lit or something so I'm going to buck up for lit and seriously study. Hahaha. That goes for my other subjects too of course. I will pull up my socks! Hahaha.

That reminds me, the other day Astrid was telling me that her socks always droop down, so she was like 'my socks keep going now, I have to pull up my socks!' And at that point of time it was quite funny, so I was laughing quite a bit. I think after the exams I'm going to write a story. I have my inspiration already. (: Plus, writing a story can help improve my english? Hehe.

Just realised that I haven't finished doing my art research, nor my art, and we have to pass it up on friday. So I'm currently trying to rush through it. Haha. Oh oh, and my home econs recipe - I haven't made up one yet. I reckon I'll have to make one up by this friday so I can go buy the ingredients. And by friday I have to finish my pw finance. Sigh.

Today I was on bus 171, and I saw him again. Hahaha. So weird. I saw him yesterday too. But that time I took 961 I think. So I've seen him consecutively for 2 days. How coincidental. Perhaps tomorrow? Ahahaha.

I guess I don't have anything else to say, yup, nothing much. Ah wells. Must as well bid farewell now,
taa~

2006-09-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

School was okay today I guess. A few more days to finish my art, and now I'm deciding what I should do with the 2 pages of empty space I have. Maybe I'll like draw some really huge pictures or something. Sigh.

I'm really nervous. Tomorrow's chinese oral, and I'm not exactly fluent with my chinese. And I'm definitely going to meet words I don't know, plus, everytime I say a word I know wrongly I tend to repeat it again, and that's not good. Sigh. It's a habit, I can't change it that fast. I need the marks to pull my grades up! God help me.

Day after tomorrow's english oral and I'm the first to take it in my class! I'm really really nervous and anxious and worried. I need to get my A1 or I will not be able to pull my grades up. Plus I'm really bad at english already. God guide me.

I'm so super nervous I can't even study for anything now. ARGH. I can't think of anything for art. haiz. sigh.
taa~

2006-09-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

Now I have time to blog. Well actually, I don't, but I've made time to blog. So I must blog fast. I think I've pretty much done all my holiday homework, except for art. Sigh. I'm really scared/anxious/nervous/worried for EOYs. That I've already started preparing, but unfortunately, haven't been able to take in or memorise anything. Sighs.

Homework aside, tomorrow's my church's anniversary! 10am combine service and lunch in church (: And cake too, i think. Hahaha. After that we have telematch games, and my group's colour is red. Hmm. Later I have to go dig my closet for something red. (:

I can't believe the holidays have passed so fast. WHOOOSH. It's gone. Still, can't wait to be in school again, peace and quiet from my distracting siblings at home. I plan to study in the library after school's out everyday till say, 4.30? At least then, I can concentrate. I need to study study study study study hard. And smart of course.

BAH. I was talking about school work and EOYs again. I shall talk about something else now. My daddy's going to the airport now, though his flight is only at 2.15am. This time, he's going to France..so far away. Hope he'll be back in time to wish me luck for my exams (: There I go talking about exams again. Haiz.

Haiz. I have nothing else to blog about now. I just pray that the Lord will guide me through EOYs!!! (habits die hard) God will make a way, where there seems to be no way, he works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way for me!

No worries. Cast all your burdens unto the Lord (:
God bless,
taa~

2006-09-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

It's hard. But we all have to learn to accept people for who they really are. It's really funny, every time you make new friends, they're all so nice. Then after a period of time, they change. Is that because they're adapting to the environment? (excuse the pun, been studying geography)

Ah wells. It's late. Okay, maybe not that late. Hahaha. But I suddenly feel so tired. Am going to golf driving range tomorrow with my dad (: The first time I tried playing golf I had a blister on my thumb -.- Haha. That was just a few days ago. It's actually quite fun leh. (: Maybe someone can educate me on golf as well (:

Haiz. I'm tired. Haha, good night, sweet dreams..etc..
(hope to dream of someone! )
Hahahaha.
God bless,
taa~

2006-09-05T07:47:00.000+08:00

(: My daddy got me a laptop (:
Now it makes it so much easier to do my work, yay (:

Moving on, going for pb meeting soon, need to take my pencil case from my class. At least i think i left it there. I hope it's still there, sigh. So many pens in that pencil case with lots of ink! Rather busy this holiday, I still have geog to do. Geog self test 5 and geog revision. Then after geog revision I have to move on to history I think. Sigh. History is hard this year, not that last year it wasn't. But anyways, I don't think I'll be taking history next year then. If I'm not taking full geog half lit, then I'll most probably do art (: Full art half lit (:

Haiz. I'm not looking forward to the holidays ending. I need more time to study! I haven't been studying much so far. Now must study like mad. Maybe I should form some study group.

Today morning at about 5am it was raining and thunder boomed, lightning flashed. I stayed in my bed for roughly 10 minutes, but the thunder was so super scary that I hopped out of my bed (I sleep on the top bunk) and almost stepped on my sister sleeping on the floor. Then my brother and sister burst out laughing. They were awake the whole time -.- Maybe if I knew that, I wouldn't be so scared, hahaha.

I'm really scared for lit test next week as well. I think I flunked the previous test. How am I supposed to do well in lit next year then?!? Sigh. Could someone please teach me how to write lit essays? I think I need to start from the basics.

It's still raining, thank God for the nice cooling weather. And I just realised that I haven't eaten breakfast yet. Hahaha. Trust me to forget to eat breakfast. Ah wells, I'd better go eat something now, taa~

2006-09-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

Mann. I'm bored. Am online, and quite a lot of people are online but like everyone's ignoring me ): Is it just me or what? Ah wells. Since no one's replying me ): I shall just past some time writing this entry. I think by the time I finish writing this entry I'll go and sleep or something. Is everyone that busy now? SIGH. Everytime this happens, you get the feeling everyone hates you or something. Perhaps it's just psychological.

Speaking of psychology, I'm considering BEING a psychologist. I mean, it'll be so cool! Hmmmmmmm. Or perhaps I'll be a veterinarian. Cool too.

Gosh I'm sleepy. Goodnight.

2006-09-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

WOWEE. It's the holidays (: To the teachers: HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! (:

Anyways, after this quick post I shall go back to doing my history homework, which was due many days ago. Plan to send it to Mr Seow as soon as possible (or rather IF possible (: ) HEYYY. I was researching for it okay. And trying to figure out what went under which topic. Then my dad saw what I was doing and brought out 3 super thick books from his 'library' on PAP and all that history stuff. It actually looks quite interesting. Maybe after I finish doing all my homework I shall attempt on reading it all (:

Read 'The Dream Merchant' yesterday. As in, I finished reading it. It's super good, I seriously encourage those who haven't read it to read it. Generally, it's about this boy called Joshua who's called into Gippart International to help them in 'time travelling' and finding the Tembe with his new friend Teresa and his best friend Baz. Together they go into many umayas (somewhat dreams) and jump through different types of umayas to find the Tembe (a certain tribe) at the edge of time. And then they find out that everything started cause of two brothers Siparti and Temberi. Siparti brought greed into the world and tricked his brother by offering the latter time and taking space for himself. Siparti then trades and becomes an extremely wealthy merchant while Temberi cannot trade anything in time. Before his death, Siparti kind of realises his wrongdoing and in the story, the 33rd Gippart Siparti (Siparti's favourite son that wishes to accomplish his wish) sends the children off on the mission to find the Temberi tribe to tell them how much Siparti loved his brother. It's quite touching, and I cried (: As in for more like joy of course. You might think I've told you the whole story but I haven't, this is only a very tiny introduction of the story. It's cool travelling from real time to umayas and getting stuck there, finding your twin sister (or rather dreaming her up)...really worth your time if you read it, so read it soon (:

Now, carrying on, speaking of time, during the commendations awards briefing, before it started, Cheryl and I were quite bored and starting to get a little high so I dared Cheryl to tap the girl's head in front of her and she did! The girl didn't feel it -.- But anyways, Cheryl then dared me to, so I tapped the girl's head in front of me and she turned around. I was like, hey, it's a dare, then she was super understanding and didn't get angry or anything (PHEW) and she started talking to her friend. Cheryl and I burst out laughing because of how funny the scenario looked. Hahaha.

Went to Sheng Siong just now, bought so much junk food (: Like sweets...and we ate popiah candy (: and malt candy. WHEEE. Oh oh, and before that, my FBI (father, brother and I) went to Courts to have a look at laptops and desktops (: Desktops have faster speeds but laptops are mobile...Hmmm. Still considering which to buy, although I think it'll be a laptop cause my dad says I probably have to have one if I go jc..etc..Ah wells. But anyways, I think I'm getting it this Sunday! :P

Well, I can't remember what else to say anymore (: HEH >.<

Taa~

2006-08-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hey guys (: There's not much homework today, except that when I finish typing this entry, I'll probably go do pw peer evaluation and history. ARGH.

Was thinking what to give the teachers for TCD. If i make something, they most probably will not eat it ): I mean, I guess we can't expect them to eat stuff we make cause like they'll have so much stuff to eat and we might poison them. HAHAHAHAHA.

I can't wait for tomorrow. Firstly, because we have NO tests. (wait, is there history tomorrow or any hist pop quiz?!?) Anyways, secondly, we get to miss periods for commendation awards (: And thirdly, we get to decorate the staffroom again! Oh, but that also means I won't get to do art. SIGH.

Though there's no homework tomorrow, I feel streessed. Yeah, for no reason. So weird. HAIZ. I need to de-stress. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I guess I have nothing else to say, hahaha. BAH.

Taa~

2006-08-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

Woah. Finally, I get to blog! I didn't get to blog for the past few days (or was it weeks?) because my computer came crashing down on me and my dad was outstationed so I had ABSOLUTELY no computer to work with. Which I guess was kind of a blessing in disguise, because I actually was forced to do my homework, hahaha. Anyways, lots has happened at home, some interesting; some not, but basically, my life has been quite exciting lately.

I'm not talking about school, but just funny stuff that's been happening at home, making my day when I'm stressed out after returning from school. (btw, I haven't finished pw yet, sigh) My brother was making dragonfruit juice with the blender and it tasted like...weird, a bit like vegetable juice (not the one from fruit tree, the REAL type you make yourself) hahaha. But anyways, I need to thank my brother cause he got rid of my constipation-ess. I shan't go into the details though (:

Today's class chapel, I felt was really good. As in, I feel that it's nicer to worship the Lord as a class rather than as a level. Perhaps it's because I prefer working/worshipping in smaller groups. I guess it just feels more erm, cozy and united, if I'm making sense, that is. I thought what Cheryl shared about many things being a blessing was really good, it was short, simple and nice, just right to get her message across. hahaha

I have so much to say, yet I can't remember what to say. Ah wells. Perhaps I'll blog about it next time when I remember. hahaha.

Taa~

2006-08-19T13:18:00.000+08:00

PHEW. What a hectic week. There's a hectic week up ahead too, and so, I'd better take only 10 minutes at most to type out this entry. There's chinese book test, physics and life science test next week, and I HAVE TO DO WELL in them. Particularly because I really need to pull up my average, since I already know that when I get my math test back, it's going to be horrible. But anyways, cast all your burdens unto God (:

Much has been happening lately, I don't know where to start. So perhaps I shan't start at all, haha. I'm just blogging to assure you all that I'm alive and well (:

I guess the 'latest' thing that happened was tennis training, which was yesterday. I played lousily (if there's such a word), and I was quite disappointed in myself. But anyways, I can't play well so I'm actually disappointed during every training. Sometimes I wonder why I got into the team in the first place. Hmmm.

Well tennis aside, there's a lot of homework for me to complete. Zhou Ji, Physics revision, life sciences revision, geog workbook..etc. So I guess I'll catch you guys soon, there's ushering tomorrow at church for me! (:

God bless yeah,
taa~

2006-08-13T14:38:00.000+08:00

Just came back from church, 11am service what quite funny, according to my mum. Pity I missed it then. Ushering 'practice' today wasn't all that bad I guess, but I wasn't expecting that many people. But ah wells. Still need to check up some stuff though.

School's starting tomorrow and there's kao cha. Sigh. I don't think I'm going to bother studying for it. Perhaps later I'll make up some tune for the music test..I am so dreading it. Haven't started on art research either, though I'm beginning to like art now (:

But anyways, thank God for the PS Concert yesterday! I wasn't really excited at first, but when you go there, WOAH. The atmosphere's great and you really want to praise the Lord for everything! And the best thing is, when you're over there, nobody's shy to jump or raise their hands and everything, so it was GREAT. I hope God was really pleased with all of us (:

My family's watching some video they took many many years ago of us (my siblings and me) and they were laughing at crazy just now. I watched a little of it, and I don't even remember kissing my sister so many times after she was born. Hmmmm. Come to think of it, I don't really remember anything I did when I was small. Perhaps my memory wasn't very good then, with my brain developing and all. But seriously, I have to remember something right, but I don't. Ah wells.

Later my family's going to Satay Club for dinner. (: But now I feel so bloated. I've gained so much weight in the past few days. So sad. Better start on my diet again. ARGH.

I guess I have to do my work now, sigh. See you guys in school soon, or perhaps church (:

Taa~

2006-08-11T15:31:00.000+08:00

Finally! The computer loaded. I'm in the school library now, and even though the computers look all nice and new, they're still very slow. I wonder if it's because everyone's on the same server? Does it make a difference? Please educate me. Ah wells.

We had history test today. It wasn't as easy as Mr Seow said it would be, but well, it's was okay lah. Better write a will now in case I die when I don't get my A1 for this history test. HEEEEE.

I don't have much to blog about today, shan't write much because this computer will probably take some time publishing my post, so I'll be going now- to search for my brownie recipe. Mrs Yue said the internet could be trusted on brownie recipes (: I hope she's right.

Taa~

2006-08-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL DAY (: (:

I've been studying for history (: But I can't really remember stuff. So I'm taking a break now, maybe my mind will relax a bit.

I was helping my dad with fixing the door just now, and we were using super glue to minimise the sound the door makes when it closes by sticking stuff there. So I opened the super glue tube, and all the super glue started spilling out. Now my fingers are WHITE. It's not sticky anymore, it's WHITE. Ah wells. HEEEEE.

After tomorrow, it's the weekends! What a long holiday (: And you know what I just realised? September holidays are coming soon!!! WHEEEEEEEEE~

Going with Andrea to PS Concert on Saturday, quite excited bout that too. That's because I've rarely been going out and I feel like a pig at home, eating and sleeping all day. Yes, I admit I've been slacking at home, but I studied for history today! Hahahaha. Hmmm.

I also planted my Platycerium Rideliyi (I think that's how to spell it) in peat moss! YAYY. I hope it grows. Meanwhile, I'm also hoping that my bean grows (: Actually its leaves have come out already; they're waxy and green (: That means they don't need to be under direct sunlight right? YAYYYYY. Cause my house can't put plants under direct sunlight. I can't wait till the exams are OVERRRRRR. Slack slack slack. Play play play. YAYYYYYY. ): But that means no more 2e ): Haiz. Always look on the bright side of life (: We'll have 2e '06 parties still rightttt. I hope so. (: We'll still all be in contact even though everyone's moving to different schools and all (: I feel much better now (: Hahahaha.

Maybe I'll blog again tomorrow cause I have some spare time till tennis which I plan to spend in the library (: HOORAYYYYY.

Taa~

2006-08-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hello (: I just went to Bukit Timah Hill with my family, and it's been a long time since we've gone there together, though we live so near. Hahaha. We didn't climb the hill, we took the path to the children's playground (: And obviously, we played there but I was quite disappointed because a lot of equipment there was removed and many things were broken. ): But the environment there is really nice! I thought maybe we could have a 2e class picnic there (: Shall post this idea later on the 2e blog.

I feel so bloated now; I just ate dinner. Family is watching E.T. now, and I wanted to watch my Anastasia! My father and brother wanted to watch Swordfish, which I didn't feel like watching then. So they ended up watching E.T. Ah wells.

Doing PW finance is hard, it's so confusing. Thankfully, National Day is coming soon and I get some time to finish the report. (:

Oh oh, and yesterday, we were watching that anger management show, and I was laughing like crazy, it's generally really funny (: Hahaha. I think I'm going on a movie marathon soon. I feel like watching many many movies in a row (: Haven't caught a movie in a long time. (Okay, maybe not that long but long enough)

I wonder when my daddy is going to buy me a laptop (: It'll be so much more convenient for me (: HEH HEH. Youth Sunday is coming soon on 20 August, and I seriously can't wait! YAYYYYY. I hope it turns out great. Let's just commit it into God's hand (: HEEEEE.

I gotta go now (:
taa~

2006-08-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

There's no tennis on wednesday next week (: Which means I get to study (or perhaps slack) more (: Must relax and relieve stress before all the exams (: Feeling quite happy now, though tennis wasn't fantastic, it was again, satisfactory (: Tennis was rather relaxing today though.

Just went down for a walk with my parents, and discussing with them on whether to buy me a laptop or not (: Hahaha. The future looks good. But I don't think I'll get it soon. After blogging this entry, I'd probably do my PW finance report. Then I'd do my other homework and lastly, my art (: I can't wait to paint my painting, but I'm just afraid it'll go all wrong and look horrible ): Ah wells, always look on the bright side of life (:

Just now when I went for a walk with my parents, I was laughing like crazy cause my parents were comparing whose thighs were more solid. Hahaha. And my daddy's going to teach me how to work out properly in the gym (: I so need to slim down yeah? (:

The other day my chinese teacher was asking us whether we could tell our problems to almost anyone. And that set me thinking, that I can actually tell almost anyone my problems! Sometimes it's a good thing but others, it's not. Hmmm. But when you tell someone your problem, I always feel better, even though that person may not be able to help, hahaha. Hmmm.

I don't really have much to write at the moment, but I need to do some ushering stuff yeah? (: 2oth August is coming soon, I can't wait! National day is coming soon as well!

See you guys soon, taa~

2006-08-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

Tennis is going to start soon, but I thought I'd blog first (: I'm not sure whether I've told you guys that my computer crashed so I have to wait for my daddy to come home to use his laptop everyday (: Hahaha. I asked them yesterday, I think, whether they could get me my own computer and my mummy surprisingly agreed. My dad wasn't too reluctant either. I hope I get one soon (: Then, at least I don't have to worry about the computer crashing too often or being hogged by my siblings. Hahaha. But anyways, I don't think it'll be crashing often anymore cause my daddy just bought Norton Anti Virus. (: By the way, the keyboard I'm currently typing on now is so super nice to type on (: In the library now (:

I haven't finished my financial report for PW yet, heh heh, but I think I should get it done over the weekend. And plus, we have lots of homework...Ushering 'practice' for Youth Sunday is on this Sunday, but I haven't even typed out any notes, not that there's alot though. Still. Hahaha. Ushering is going to be quite fun (: Hopefully (:

Over this weekend, I plan to finish most of my homework and start on art. I'm actually beginning to like art now (: As in, it's nice to draw when you're in a good mood and can draw nicely (: It's rather fun, doing an art exam over a few weeks (:

I want a doggie. I think after my siblings' PSLE I'm going to ask my parents again for a doggie. (: So mummy and daddy, if you're reading this, consider a household pet dog PLEASEEE. I'm going to show you how responsible I can be (: Hopefully you change your mind and allow me to adopt a doggie from the SPCA as my birthday present (: It's next year but I don't mind waiting a few more months, HEEEE. Doggie, doggie, doggie. WHEEEEEEE. Tennis is starting soon, better run down for training (:

Taa~

2006-08-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

It's a new achievement. I've read two really good books these few days (: Although they were abit erm, PG. Anyways, enough about that, I know I haven't been blogging for a few days, computer crashed and I've been quite busy sleeping. Hahahaha.

Anyways, today I'm quite happy with how I played for tennis today, it wasn't like really good but I was satisfied. I was like praying and asking God to give me strength because I felt so weak after the run I couldn't serve. GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYER. (: Let me tell you more about the run: We had to run 300m in 1.15 minutes, but considering how tired we were after playing tennis, it was quite hard okay. And after playing tennis, we had our TIMED 1.5km run, and we had to do it in like 7 minutes something. Coach didn't tell us our timings so I'm not so sure what I got (:

Today was good overall, saddest thing was our history paper. But well, tests aren't everything right? I'll just have to study hard for the re-test so my CA4 marks will be GOOD (:

And VERA, here's a song I like:
Trust, trust in the Lord,
Lean not on your own understanding,
In all, all of your ways, acknowledge him,
He'll make your paths straight (:

By the way, a few quotes of the week by some of the most unexpected people:
Rivali: We all LOVE each other.
Astrid: Okay okay! Enough talk about LOVE.

Hahaha. I'm so gonna miss 2E when we moved up next year. I probably looked horrible during photo taking today but I think I'll buy the photos, since it's going to be our last year together ): Imagine how sad Sec4 Farewell is going to be. When all the sec4s go to JCs and Polys. Sigh.

I used to think time passes too slowly. Perhaps it's passing too quickly now. I don't want sec2 to end. I want to stay in MG forever! Time, please slow down when we're all enjoying ourselves, and Memories, please stay in us forever. (:

I guess I have to go now, I think I've just dampened my spirits by blogging about parting and all. Hahaha. Always look on the bright side of life...

2006-07-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

He walked into my life,
brightened it,
and walked out again.
He didn't even know
the amount of joy he brought to me
And now I doubt I'd ever see him again

From Eve to Mary the musical is OVER. Now, when I wake up, I feel kind of empty. Because of three words: NO MORE USHERING. No more going to school at 2.30pm till really late or rather, sometimes midnight. I had experienced so much joy from ushering in the musical, I wish it never ended..As in, so many people from the audience came to tell me how good the show was..how they were so touched by it that it touched me a great deal too. God is GREAT. Who is like you among the Gods, oh Lord! (: DAHHHHHH. I so miss the musical. Couldn't they have one every year instead of once every two years? Well, at least I got experience how it was like to usher in the musical yeah? (: (: FROM EVE TO MARY FOREVER!

Mildly depressed, still trusting in the Lord,
Taa~

2006-07-29T08:26:00.000+08:00

Today when I woke up, I felt this indescribable sadness. I didn't want to cry or anything, I just felt sad ): And the thing is, I know why I'm feeling this way. Today's the last day we're ushering for the musical: From Eve to Mary, and yeah, it's quite sad. I've had so much fun since preparing for the musical till today, that I don't want it to end ): Pity it has to end someday, cause a musical can't go on forever, hahaha. No more ushering tomorrow, how sad. I always looked forward for ushering, hahaha, but tomorrow no more ushering ): During the musical, GOD was and still is GOOD. He held the rain, he made the rain stop before each performance, YAY for Him! I'm going to have as much fun I can today (: Or else cannot have so much fun anymore (: HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Should I start doing some homework now? Hmmm.

Taa~

2006-07-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

Hello folks (: Today we had fund raising for kids in Cambodia (: And there were lots of food (: Can't wait for next week's one (: HEH.

Okay, I'm supposed to be on a diet but I'm like gaining weight again now (: HEEE. OOPS. Must cut down on my food, haha. I'm so super full now! HAIZ.

I like dragonfruit. But most of my friends don't like it ): Except Shakti (: Yeah Shakti? Hahahaha. There's musical rehearsal later, I can't wait! The finale is so super good lah! I'm always looking forward to that part most (:

Yesterday I went for my brother's school funfair and I saw Tomato. (Carmen, don't even start thinking) And I kept meeting him like everywhere, probably cause my brother's school is quite small. Or rather the fun fair boundaries are quite small (:

Oh oh. I saw him a few days ago. Actually it was more like a week ago (: Or maybe time's just passing by really quickly (: Ah wells. Sigh. I don't think he even knows I exist lah. BAH. HEH.

Moving on. I want to eat an apple. APPLE APPLE APPLE >.< I think I shall go eat an apple now. And finish my dragonfruit. HEEE. You know, it's quite funny that even when I eat so many fruits, I can't poo. Maybe I should follow Mrs Yue's instructions and drink more herbal tea (: I thought it was quite funny when she responded so casually to my question: Mrs Yue, how do you poo more? HAHAHAHA. Ah wells. I'm going to eat my fruits.

Taa~

2006-07-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

While doing traffic today, I was quite annoyed at the fact that some people don't even say thank you when you open the door for them. Hmmm. But at least some parents did (: Speaking of annoy-ness, I find it quite irritating as well when people come online and don't reply to conversations. I thought the reason of going online was to chat (: But well, I guess some people do go online to do projects yeah? All is forgiven. HAHAHAHA. I have no idea what I'm crapping up (:

Ah wells. Didn't do much during class today. I thought lit was the most fun today, for a change (: I think I'll take full geog and half lit next year (: No history though, I'm really lousy at source base. SIGH.

SIGH SIGH SIGH. SIGH SIGH SIGH. SIGH SIGH SIGH. SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH. Nothing else to write I guess. BYE.

Taa~ (:

2006-07-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

I will give you all my worship
I will give you all my praise
You alone I long to worship
You alone are worthy of my praise

Church was good today (: NYDC was good too (: I feel so full now. I thought worship at church today was really good, but then again, worship is usually always good. Maybe that's because God was always in our midst. Before NYDC today, I was kind of worried (believe it or not). I didn't want to arrive there too early or too late, and for no reason I was scared. Yeah. I can't believe it now either, haha. I didn't pray, but God knew how I was feeling. And he calmed me down somehow (: I guess he'll always work in miracles (: Anyway, God knew what I wanted: to meet someone there as soon as I reached NYDC. And when I just stepped out of the car, I saw Maisie! (: (: I was super glad (:

Anyways. I gotta eat dinner now (: Hahahaha. Maybe I'll blog again tomorrow if I'm not too busy. Meanwhile,

Taa~

2006-07-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

Yeah I know. It's like my second time blogging today (: I can't help it! I'm bored. That why even though I've just played tennis just now, I'm going to play again with my daddy later at 3pm (: Hahaha. I would have gone out with my siblings and mummy but I have home tuition at 6.15pm. Sigh. Hahaha. Haven't been out for a super long time. It's getting boring at home. Facing the computer, television and books all day. I want to go out! Which is where I'm going to tomorrow. Going to holland village tomorrow I think, for tennis outing. (: At least I can go out (: YAYYY.

I wonder what I should get for sarah and andrea for their birthday. Sigh. It was like 2 days ago and I haven't got them a present. I feel so bad, especially cause of andrea. She's my best friend and I haven't gotten her a persent ): SORRY ANDREE~

I haven't much to blog about now. So I guess,

Taa~

2006-07-15T10:05:00.000+08:00

Woke up quite early this morning, perhaps I'm already used to waking up early for school. There's this self-alarm clock in me, I guess, and if I don't wake up early, it goes "You're late for school! You're late for school!" HAHAHAHA.

School's quite fun now, especially since we have founder's day, dedication day and all those days that teachers have to go for rehearsals and we have to sometimes as well. That means: no class. HEEEEE. Well, there's class sometimes lah. But we're having less and less periods. (: And e-learning week is coming soon. We get to sleep late, wake up late, and have 'home education'. How exciting. (I wasn't being sarcastic, you know)

My blog's becoming quite dead. If you are reading this post, please tag (: But I doubt anyone ever comes and read posts anyways. AW. Haha. The sky looks...dark. Perhaps it's going to rain soon? NOOOO! I'm supposed to play tennis soon! SIGH. God please hold the rain.

I think I'm going to watch television now (: HEH HEH.

Taa~

2006-07-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

Well. I didn't play too well for tennis today, even though we didn't lose and drew one match, I still can't help feeling lousy. It was mainly me who hit all the balls out, and coach who scored the points. In this situation, how can I not feel pathetic? Sometimes, I do feel like quitting the tennis team, because it seems as if I'm wasting my time, but God tells me: Perseverance is the key to all success. He's right. If I don't work hard, if I don't persevere, if I don't try my best, nothing's going to happen. I'll just continue feeling miserable after every tennis session. I must improve! No no. I WILL improve.

We all experienced God's grace today, when he held the rain and let it come pouring down only AFTER the dedication service. The Lord is good (:

And I guess the whole class was quite happy when there was no maths, but they still did their work, haha. I finished my maths homework! Now I have zhou ji and home econs. Hope I'll remember to do them (:

Tomorrow's a saturday. And my brother and sister are going out to watch POTC tomorrow. FOR FREE. Cause they're participating in some twins study/ research. Ah wells. I shall go watch with my class. Perhaps we could plan one? WHEEEE~

The musical, From Eve to Mary is beginning to look really good. Except that I haven't went with route B yet. Heard it's good. Maybe I'll get to go soon? Perhaps perhaps perhaps (:

I just remembered. Jaime and I have to redo the english letter writing thingy. So does the whole class. Cause Mr Seow says we haven't written enough points for each paragraph/point. Ah wells. At least he's giving us a chance to get a better grade. Maybe this time I'll be able to score an A1 for my english! At long last! HEEEEEE.

I think my diet's failing soon. But first, let me define 'diet'. Dieting doesn't mean you don't eat and starve yourself till your organs breakdown and disfunction. Dieting in my definition just means 'eating in moderation, eating balanced meals'. So back to the subject. My dieting is going to fail soon, haha. My mother's making all my favourite food to tempt me into eating and unfortunately..erm..I shall not continue. HAHAHA. Okay, this is so depressing, I shall talk about something else.

Or maybe I shan't talk about anything anymore since I don't have anything to talk about. HAHAHA.

Taa~

2006-07-12T18:43:00.000+08:00

PHEW. Tests, tests, tests and more tests. Finally, no more tests for this week. That's why I'm free enough to blog now (: Ah wells. Life has been tough, with me trying to manage my schedule and find time to study for all that tests. Tomorrow we have chinese spelling but I guess it's not as important..BUT STILL. I'm going to study for it. (: (I'm a good girl)

Moving on. I shall not talk about depressing stuff like: what I got for all my tests and how many questions I got wrong for physics. Haha. I shall just blog on one depressing thing. Well, okay, not that depressing. (: I didn't do very well for tennis today, coach said I didn't move enough, which is true. I don't know why, but every time I volley, my feet just gets stuck to the ground and I have to stick out my butt to reach the ball -.- Okay, okay, enough of these depressing thoughts.

I went swimming for like, 10 minutes just now. With my sister. And then it got so boring I came up to bathe (: And I wanted to study for ting xie but no one would tell me whether it was chapter 2 or 3 we were having for ting xie! That is, until I came online and found out that it's chapter 3. Haha.

I feel so tired now. And quite hungry. Dinner's soon. (: Steamed fish and soup and rice and chicken. Hahaha. Need to stay back until 10pm for the musical rehearsal. Long day ahead tomorrow. And I've just realised that there's tennis on friday, the following day.

Tomorrow's a thursay. And it's also salad's birthday (: HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY SALAD! I can't wait to sing our 2E traditional song during class time (: HEH. It's so funny! What present should I get for sarah ah..I don't know leh. HAIZ >.<

I also can't wait for national day. And e-learning week! At least we get to rest well on those days. Sunday is coming soon (: Rest day as well. Praise the Lord! (: YAY. Today in history we learnt about the CPF. From astrid, cause Mr Seow wouldn't tell us. Hahaha. Got more candy today as well. Maybe Mr Seow is trying to make us grow fat so he'll look thinner. Hahaha. Joking.

Yesterday my mum wasn't feeling too happy, cause she was really stressed for my sibling's PSLE so when she went out for her pickle ball game, I made cafe latte. (: Got the recipe from the home economics book, hahaha. My mummy said it was really good. Hope she felt much better (: Daddy's coming back soon, dinner's almost ready. Eat eat eat! (but not too much, I'm on a diet)

Taa~

2006-07-08T10:09:00.000+08:00

It's early in the morning
Soon another day will dawn
I can't wait to feel your arms around me again

Yes. I'm finally blogging again. After so many weeks of school (actually only 2), I finally have time to blog!

Homework, tests, all piling up again, stress stress stress. This funny person's just added me on msn, she's so weird! Eh, if it's one of you arh, who is it?!? It's getting kind of freaky ok. Could you just reveal yourself or something. Haiz.

Anyways. Little homework this week (: Only need to study for physics. And I think I did really badly for life science and maths! OH MANN. And everything was careless! No more a1 ): Sigh. But still, I shall remain happy (: Cause my purpose in life is nothing but to have an intimate relationship with the Lord and glorify his name (: Psalms 136:1 , give thanks to the Lord for he is good. The Lord is good yeah? He has given me food to eat, siblings to play with, parents that love me, aunties that love me too, what more could I want? I should just be contented and happy, haha. YAY!

Well, it's early in the morning, I feel a headache coming. So taa~

2006-07-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

I've never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities

This could be the start of something new
It feels so right to be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

WHEEEE. High school musical is nice mann. Haha, oh wells. Need to go back for musical rehearsal..and I'm only doing ushering lah. Hahaha. But I expect it's going to be fun ushering yeah? Haha. Ushering on 27 and 29th I think, with sec2 prefect peeps (: HEEE. YAY. I need to leave at 5, cause meeting's at 5.30pm, and I have to stay till 10PM. It's going to be a LONG day. Sigh. Need to memorise Dracula script, which I am having trouble succeeding in. (: AH WELLS >.< Better get ready to go now (:

2006-07-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hold me in your arms
Never let me go
I want to spend eternity with you
Now that you're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different Lord
I know I'm not the same
My life has changed
I want to be with you
I want to be with you

Sigh. I suddenly feel like going back to Bangkok, where I used to live. As in, life there was so carefree, you didn't really have to worry about homework (probably cause there was usually none) and you could swim every single day. I suppose that's how I got my tan. Sigh. I miss swimming in November, when the weather was super cold, when the water was super chilly. Friends and I would jump into the swimming pool and run out straight away (: And I loved the deep end. Was taught how to go right down to the swimming pool floor (: It was really really deep. Unlike pools in Singapore. Not that the latter are bad, just that Bangkok's ones were unique. At least in the condominium I used to live in. How I wish I were back there..

Which brings me to my next topic. My parents have decided that we're going to Bangkok for year end holiday (: Okay, fine, it's not really confirmed yet, but I CAN'T WAIT. I can't wait to eat all that mango with sticky rice, ku num cok, som dum, kaei, and that nice sweet thing wrapped in erm, stuff. Their food is wonderful...I so miss Bangkok now. And shopping. yes, SHOPPING. Haha. Stuff there are so reasonable. And they have year end sales. Hahaha. Get to shop till I drop! Hmmm. Maybe we'll have a gathering with my friends there? WHEEEE~

TEAM GENESIS WAS AT CCMC TODAY! Was really surprised by stuff they did. Like bending iron rods..tearing phone books. They made me think about my faith in Jesus Christ again (: That's a good thing (: Like, is it real? Is Jesus real? Is God real? Is the holy spirit real? Then I remember some incidents that proved all these. My aunt, when she asked God to hold the rain until she boarded a bus, which really happened. And something that happened to me too. Fell out real bad with my friend. She's a dear friend, and obviously true friendships last right. And I totally didn't know what to do. I was afraid if I did something, she'll hate me even more. I was really at a loss. And so at that moment, I prayed. Like a really long prayer. And I cried a little (: But three days later, God did a miracle. He gave me confidence to talk to my friend and we patched up (: I'm glad we're still good friends today yeah? (: Yay, I love the Lord my God.

Just went down skipping. Hoping to grow taller just to show Mr Khoo that I am NOT 157cm tall only! I am 158.5cm tall! I'm quite postitive. Mr Khoo just wanted to make me shorter by pressing his clipboard on my head when I was taking my height. And he says I didn't grow. I DIDN'T GROW! I must grow taller mann.

Was supposed to be on a diet. But how do you expect me to stick to one when my mother brings back mochi and my dad brings back some super nice food from thailand? So I'm still growing fat. Perhaps I'll start again tomorrow. And hopefully this one's a success (: Hahahaha. My diets always fail anyways. Tomorrow's one must be #108th one. Hahaha. Oh wells. Must keep healthy righttt.

Haven't been staying up real late to watch World Cup matches (: HEH. Always fall asleep watching along. Cause my daddy wasn't in Singapore. And today also don't have any matches anyways.

OH YA. I haven't studied for life sciences, ting xie, maths nor history. I hope I'm in the mood to study today. I guess I'd better go study now (: Tomorrow am going out (: YAY! Finally, away and out of my house.

What a mighty God we serve!
What a mighty God we serve.
Angels bow before him
Heaven and earth adore him
What a mighty God we serve! (:

Taa~

2006-06-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

Tennis was okay today I guess. Did almost the same drills as wednesday, except that today we were doing volleys and smashes (: I didn't do too well lah, actually. Even when I partnered coach, we tied with york and maisie 2 all. I'm so lousy yah. Made really a lot of mistakes lah!

Anyways. Going for SYF tomorrow. Have to go so super early! I think I'll be studying life science there (: I feel tired now. *yawn* Hmmmm.

I think I'm moulting. Hahaha. Cause my skin's peeling off. Dry? Erm. I don't think so. BAH. I'm really tired now. HEEE. night (: Perhaps I could catch up on some sleep before watching the 11pm match (: taa~

2006-06-29T19:06:00.000+08:00

Waiting for dinner (: I'm hungry. So just now I went to eat grapes. Ate quite a lot I suppose, then I decided I ate too many so I switched to eating apples. Or rather an apple. Dinner's macaroni, with fishballs (: Fishballs are nice.

I'm getting really fat. Must lose some weight (: Plan to jog at least 2 times a week (: Hope I can keep to that. Hahaha. Oh oh, I'm going to skip 3 times a week so I can grow taller. Now Cheryl's even taller than me! Hahaha.

There's tennis training again tomorrow. Don't know whether I'm looking forward to it, or dreading it. Previous lesson was horrible. Couldn't hit proper strokes. Quote coach, "that's what happens when you're on holiday for too long." Well, I suppose he's right. But I'm going to prove him wrong! I'm going to gain back all my stamina and improve my tennis strokes! (: HEEEE.

Today at P.E. we played football -.- Didn't think they would actually introduce it to a girls school. So I went around TRYING to kick the ball and accidentally hit some people (: SORRY. In the end, I decided to hang around our goal post and try in avail to defend. Hahaha. YAY. We were team England (: Other teams were Spain, Japan and Iraq. Though there's no iraq in the World Cup, only iran (: But well, from Rivali's group, what can you expect? Hahaha.

Had satay beehoon for reccess. I had no idea it tasted so good! HEEEE. I'm going to eat it in moderation though. It's quite fattening (: I think I shall eat...what should I eat tomorrow. Let me think...I don't know leh. What should I eat? Ermmmm. Something not so fattening lah. Hahaha. My daddy says I'm fat ): Oh wells (:

Feeling rather happy today (: I guess you could tell right? (: Hahaha. In a good mood lah. For no reason once again. I haven't listened to Rihanna's SOS yet, Kong and Jaime tell me it's good. Cheryl tells me there's this old version one by the carpenters. Hahaha. I think she knows cause they're using it for Project Work. (:

Anyways. I think I'd better get going now (: Need to eat dinner, hahaha. Taa~

2006-06-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEE. I'm feeling so much better today. Yesterday my whole body was aching for no reason. There's tennis tomorrow. I'm wondering whether I should look forward to it, or just dread it. Sigh.

I love skittles. HEEEE. Cheryl gave me skittles gum from the US (: It's nice (: Thanks cheryl. Oh oh. HEEE. Cheryl also gave me an extremely huge note book (: I'm still deciding what I should do with it. It looks so nice (: Can't bear to use it (: Ah wells. I suppose you guys can tell that I'm quite happy today right? (: Although I wasn't too happy with the chinese marks..but well..I guess I have to study extremely hard this term..or rather, extremely smart this term (:

But well, yep, I'm quite happy. Had gado gado for home economics today (: I made it myself (: Okay lah, with vera's help also lah..It was nice (: I love the peanut sauce (: It's the same type used for rojak and satay (: HEEEEE.

School was fine today. Geography period was most fun - because there was no geography period at all, hahaha. Mrs Tang was sick (: Well, I'm not rejoicing in the fact that Mrs Tang was sick, just rejoicing in the fact that we had a free period (:

Sigh. Saturday, we have to go for SYF. Next week got loads of tests. Well, I suppose perhaps SYF could be quite fun (: Can't wait for sunday as well! Team Genesis is coming (: I can't waitttt...and monday's going to be quite an exciting day, HEEEE. Going to watch 'She's the Man', and then do surveys on the road (: How fun is that (: WHEEEEEEEE. I think I'm high.

Anyways, see you guys soon yeah? Like maybe tomorrow (: Hahahaha. Saw camp videos and photos today, brought back many wonderful memories of camp kaizen (: Mann. Now I miss it (: Ah wells. Hahahaha. K k, taa~

2006-06-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

I'm tripping on words
You got my head spinning
Cause it's you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
nothing to prove

I can't keep my eyes off of you

School started once again today. Mr Seow seems nice (: The clapping idea wasn't really carried out. Cause Mr Seow is nice (: Last period today was life science, did some DNA thing, waiting for results tomorrow (: I hope it turns out good after how I screwed it up today..Sorry Clare and Daphne (:

Was reading a book (: It was okay lah, but AHEM. Had some stuff. (cough cough) Hahaha. Ah wells. Going to become really fat. Been eating sweets. Ate one piece of barbequed pork just now. I don't think this diet is going to work out (: My diets always fail anyways. Look at me, isn't it obvious? Hahaha. I'm going to eat FRIED chicken wings later..so fattening. Bet my mum purposely cooked it cause I told her I'm on a diet. Hahaha. Trying to make my attempt unsuccessful. And she's going to win. Hahahaha. Cause I love chicken wings (:

I kind of like Almost Here (: And my sister's friend introduced me to unfaithful. Which according to Jaime sounds like Lonely No More. Must go and find out later, hahaha. Ah wells. I can feel lots of homework coming along. Maybe the teachers are only nice cause it's the first day of term 3 (:

I hope everything this term goes well though. I need to pull up my socks mann. Better go and study now I guess. Taa~

2006-06-25T17:16:00.000+08:00

School's starting again tomorrow. I kinda feel happy that it's reopening, but kinda of sad as well. It means no more late nights, more homework, more stress. But well, it also means we get to meet up with friends. About Mr Seow, I hope he's a nice teacher (: So sad. All our super nice teachers have left us ): But obviously we still have other nice teachers lah (:

Hmmmm. I ate KFC at west mall just now. Gonna become fat (: Went to church today, worship was good. God was indeed in our midst and i could feel him (: What uncle kimpong said was so right. We have different ways of worshipping our Lord, but what matters is that we worship him in spirit and in truth (:

I don't feel too good now. Having headache. Feeling feverish, but don't think I'm having any fever. I think it may be because of my staying up to watch the World Cup so late last night (: Slept at 2.30am aft a chinese show finished. Wanted to watch 3am match but too tired ): Ah wells. Then woke up so early today..I think I should be fine by tomorrow (:

Better go and rest now (: taa~

2006-06-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

101st entry now (: Just had a gathering at my house with my mother's side relatives (: Cousin fixed my computer. It's back to normal at last! (: Yayyy.

Caught a bit of SUI vs KOR just now. Some people cried yeah? So sad ): But well, someone has to lose...Germany, Spain, Brazil and Portugal look good though (:

Feeling rather happy right now, don't know why (: Had sting ray for dinner (: And some thai dish my mother cooked. Yummyy. Too bad you didn't come to my house in the first place. GAH. My mosquito bite is starting to itch. GAH. Ah wells. I'm bored.

Can't wait till school reopens. I hope Mr Seow the new teacher is nice (: I like our plan to welcome him (: HEEEEEEE. I can't wait! But I hope he like doesn't get mad after a while...or perhaps a long time (: HEEEEEE. Yeah rivali? HAHAHA. With school starting soon, rivali is bound to have more moronic stories..HEEEEE. Can't wait to read more. I think she can be a writer yeah? Hahaha.

Feeling high. Super duper high. WHEEEEEE. I like dragon fruit (: YAYYYYYY. HOORAY. Ate ice cream just now (: And bananas. I like bananas (: WHEEEEEEE. Oh. But I don't like the banana milk leh. Tastes errr...unique. Hahaha. I love being random. My aunt says coke makes your bones brittle. So don't drink it so much (: Calcium makes your bones strong. Tomorrow starting on a new bottle of vitamin c. Hope it tastes nice. ORANGE FLAVOUR. Sounds nice enough (:

Well. I guess I don't have anymore random stuff to say. Just that my brother and his friend are shooting rubber bands at each other, probably trying to irritate me. But I shall not be irritated. HEEEEEEE.

I'm not a perfect person
There're many things I wish I didn't do..

HEEE. That song's nice too. And and and also this one:
On the wings of love (:

Yep. Hahaha. Gotta go yeah. Taa~ (:

2006-06-24T15:00:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT. GUESS GUESS GUESS. Today's a long awaited day. GUESS AGAIN. HAIZ. YOU'LL NEVER GUESS. SO I GUESS I'LL TELL YOU (:

This is my 100th blog entry! Yayyy. I'm so happy. FINALLY. It's my 100th blog entry! WHEEEEEEEEEE. My brother's swimming downstairs with his friend..and my sister is currently leaving the house to go to her friend's house. That leaves me here, the loner. Hahaha. Lonely, I'm mr lonely (: Ah wells. House is peaceful and quiet now yeah? I have the computer to myself now (:

Next thing I want to blog about. I know I named my blog: life is unfair. But now I think otherwise. Life's really fair. Yep. You know why? My tuition teacher was tuition-ning me just now, and she was telling me about taking a bus for only a few stops and needing to pay $1+ when she should only be paying like 60 cents. But anyways, she was rushing to tuition someone so she decided not to pursue the matter (not that it was a very big one). Then another day, she went up this bus and the bus driver asked her whether she had coins, cause the ez-link card machine wasn't working. She didn't. So she got a free ride (: Many things like that have happened to me before I guess, but I've never really stopped to think about them. But well, I guess life is fair yah?

Nothing much to blog about. Stayed up a bit yesterday to watch spain play (: But got tired and went to sleep. HAHAHAHA. GUESS WHAT JUST HAPPENED. I started staring at air behind my sister, and she thought there was something behind her and looked back (: so funny (: I shall try that more often. HEEEEE. Anyways, really have nothing much to say right now, taa~

2006-06-23T12:48:00.000+08:00

Mann. Just ate lunch. Yeah. Pizza! (: Anyways, what happened during lunch was super funny!! Hahaha. I'm kinda still laughing now, hahaha. We heated up pizza (the small ones), and my mother brought out the tray containing the pizza..so I started taking my pizza when it was put on the table (: And I scalded myself. Here comes the funny part. My hysterical sister burst out laughing and started moving so badly that she scalded herself as well! Heee. Funny right? I'm full. Wells. I'm still bored. Cya guys soon (: taa~

2006-06-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

I know we've been friends forever
But now I think I'm feeling something totally new
And after all this time,
I've opened up my eyes
Now I see
You were always with me

Still loving this song (: Well. I'm bored. Still deciding on whether to do my history.. Waiting for someone to come online (: Hey, don't get it wrong, I'm waiting for Jer to come online lah. Then I can discuss with her on whether she wants to do history...I hope not :P I'm so naughty. Sigh. Feeling really lazy yeah.

Slept late yesterday, but no, wasn't watching the World Cup. Was more like chatting than looking at the T.V. That's cause school's reopening soon..and I may not have time to go online..which is also why I'm kind of looking forward to school..cause then there'll be more smses (: I like typing on my phone what...and it's nice when there's a vibration (:

Okays, anyways, I'm gonna have pizza for lunch! Yesh. Pizza. Yay! Going back to chatting now (: making full use of msn until school reopens (: taa~

2006-06-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

Could it be?
You and I never imagined?
Could it be suddenly
I'm falling for you?
Could it be you were right here beside me,
And I never knew?
Could it be, that it's true?
That it's you?

Like that song. Hahaha. Singer's pitch is really high, admire her for that. Good voice (: Woah. Feels like I haven't blogged for such a long time. Haiz. Haven't really finished my work, was thinking whether I should do history, since I heard from someone that Mr Low said no need to do, but need to look through only. Could this be true or is it only a rumour? Still considering the facts (: Meanwhile, I have nothing much to do besides my homework. I keep staring at my phone, in hope that someone may sms me and keep me doing something.

School's starting soon. Yeah, I've realised that I've mentioned it quite a few times in my previous posts (: I can't wait! Actually thinking about things now, I guess I could. Reason? 8 letters. H-O-M-E-W-O-R-K. Yeah. Didn't do very well for my heymaths ):

It's quite late now..about 11.15pm. Ain't watching the World Cup though. Not supporting any team (: I need to watch a movie. But no one was free today ): Maybe another day I suppose. Sigh. Guess I'll be going now, taa~

2006-06-21T20:21:00.000+08:00

Feeling much better and happier today. No, I haven't finished my homework yet, but laughed a lot today. Indeed, laughter is the best medicine. My sister really made me laugh a lot. She wanted me to pretend to be my aunt's friend and say to her 'hey! long time no see, have you eaten your lunch yet?' Okay, maybe it may not seem very funny now, but considering the scenario just now, I probably laughed so much that I have abs now (:

Went NTUC at Bukit Timah Plaza just now, helped my mother carry and buy lots of groceries. Did I mention that I love the 'aroma' of new NTUC plastic bags? Cause I do (: hahahaha. Saw this guy at NTUC just now. Really scared me. Oh wait. Don't think the 'other way' okay. I just thought it was creepy that after I saw him at this place, then after a few seconds, saw him again at another place. Maybe he has a twin. Hahaha. Okay okay, I wasn't scared lah. Just freaked out for a LITTLE while.

School reopening soon. Can't wait. Just finished dinner, really full. And now my father tells me I'm fat -.- But my mother tells me I'm not. Cause she doesn't want me to go on crash diets or whatever (: I think my energy in is more than my energy out so I'm growing fatter (: Never mind, fat is good (: Cause it helps to keep one warm. Fat is an insulator of heat, hahahaha.

Haven't been catching football, only will run to the television when my father shouts 'goal!' (: Yeah, some of the goals are quite good..Wonder if Brazil will clinch the WC again..they should give others a chance..but then again..Brazil is well known mainly for football right..OH OH. I know. Brazil is also well known for nuts (: brazil nuts..

I think I gotta go do my homework now (: cya~

2006-06-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when september ends

I don't feel too good today, probably tired out. Woke up at 6.30am. Finished my literature homework (finally!) and was going to attempt geography but am at a lost. Currently, I feel sad for no reason. Okay, fine, there's a reason. But I don't feel like typing it out. Many things have happened today. Perhaps I'm just not in any mood to take it. Mood swings? Nah.

I suppose all i can do is trust in the Lord. Everything happens for a reason, I believe. The Lord puts us through trails we can handle, never something we cannot. So I suppose He is strengthening me through what I'm going through now...

God answers prayers. Today I experienced this again. I was with my aunt and we were heading towards a bus stop. The sky was dark, obviously it was going to rain soon. But my aunt prayed and asked the Lord to hold the rain until we boarded the bus. God did. Rain starting pouring only when we were inside the bus, safe and warm. The Lord is good (:

Everyone says I'm dark. I'm beginning to take it in a negative light. I can't help being dark. And I thought I've become a bit fairer since I haven't been playing tennis for this whole month. Sigh. Don't think I can ever become fair again. Sigh.

One last thing I want to say. School is starting again. Homework will be piling, stress will be knocking on my door. Yes, year ends are coming soon. Must work hard in order to achieve what I want. But well, I'm still glad that school is reopening. We'll all get to meet up with friends again, and perhaps then, time will pass faster. Till National Day (: Another holiday to de-stress. Looking forward to school, see you soon.

Maybe my entry tomorrow will have more content yar? I'm exhausted now (: Taa~

2006-06-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

Happy fathers' day daddy! (: that is if you read my blog (: went to csc in bukit batok there..they were having a carnival and my siblings and i swam (: it was rather fun..especially the water, haha. anyways, was expecting team genesis today at church but they didn't come ): still, they're coming during the holy communion week (: hahaha. yay, can't wait! and...i have nothing more to say i guess...wonder when my daddy will see the card i put on his bed. it was hand made (: (: proud of myself, love you daddy! taa~

2006-06-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

Posted many posts today, due to boredom, lost track of how many i've written. Dad's friends are at my house now, trying to make me go deaf. At least they should scream 'goal' towards bukit timah hill right, and not towards me..(for those who don't get it, i live next to bukit timah hill, so i meant that they should shout outside (: ) i think i may be going deaf. i'm already half deaf somemore. ok, maybe like, 1/4 deaf. cant hear things quite as well, sometimes cant remember things quite as well too. my sis says i should eat more eggs. but i don't really like eggs leh. maybe i'm just gettin old (: i'm young at heart ok..ah wells. haha. hmmm. half time just passed. must as well watch football with them right now, maybe got some players with potential (: c'ya tmr, taa~

2006-06-17T15:15:00.000+08:00

forgot to tell you guys something. had a weird dream 2 nights ago (: it wasn't scary, wasn't particularly nice, but well, just weird. i was swimming in the sea near a beach, water was rather shallow. then there are these broken bits of a boat, and there was most likely a bomb on this boat, because a bomb floated near me. and whoever i was with, quickly pulled me out of the water and i realised we were near a hotel and the hotel owned the beach, haha. then we went back to the hotel's swimming pool and a wave from the sea crashed near the swimming pool, making everyone sunbathing near the swimming pool wet. but they didn't die since it wasn't a tsunami i suppose. (: so funny right. one of the weirdest dreams i've ever dreamt of. actually i usually can't remember my dreams, haha. the other weird dream i dreamt last time was about mooncake planet but it looked like our Earth (: then there was this instructor trying to push me through a hole and while i was under water and couldn't breathe..then i woke up from my dream, haha (: yeah that's all i suppose. my dad's gonna go for some company gathering right now, i might go though..see first. got tuition in a while, better go get ready. i'm so lucky...tuition at home, don't have to go out to tuition centre or tuition teacher's hosue. (: The Lord has blessed me so (: (: kays, gtg now, taa~

2006-06-17T09:52:00.000+08:00

World Cup fever is still on. 4 years have passed so fast! (it's been 4 years right?) Yesterday was quite an exciting day, went out for dinner, then to the arcade for a brief moment, went to west mall for a while to 'walk walk', then back home. Yes, to watch the WC. Only watched the argent. vs serb. game, woah, 6-0! serb players obviously didn't play very well, whereas argent did quite well i suppose. not really a football fan but yesterday there were like goals every 10 minutes so it was quite exciting. whole condo would explode with people shouting 'GOAL!', haha. oh but serb players made so many mistakes! somemore got own goal. haiz, but still, to get to play in the WC's very good already, considered a professional player eh? cool. Wonder when a singapore team can get into the WC. i mean, it's not really impossible right? Hahaha. Nothing is impossible! (: ohhhhhh! that reminds me. during prefect's camp we had to do a skit or dance or song, yeah stuff like that so my grp did a skit about passion..and charlene and i danced supposedly ballet to the mission impossible soundtrack, haha, was laughing away when we were dancing lah! ok, anyways, the skit started like this: jing han's a dancer but has little passion, lost one competition when he broke his leg and then lost his passion for dancing. then POOF! a fairy god father (ian) appears and tells him stuff about passion and hands him a passion fruit and JH regains his passion for dancing and his leg heals. then next year at the dancing competition JH wins and charlene and i lose. hahaha. then we 'cry' and fairy god father appears again to hand us a passion fruit. i thought our grp did well (: really funny, even though i was only watching from back stage, haha. CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW! c'ya, taa~

2006-06-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

Prefect's camp is just over, feeling really exhausted. Phew. Hahaha. But camp was fun (: games and all, new friends made...it was really enjoyable. Food wasn't too bad, was quite pleasing actually, last day food was GOOD. probably because of the external schools, haha. Loved the soapy games, water fights, running about, getting tanned..truly felt the whole pb's passion for God, those who weren't christians, could see your passion for the pb. But it's really sad though. SEC 4s are leaving ): cried a bit, and yes, everyone felt really sad..WE DON'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE US ): but all wells. friends are to meet, to know and to part. part and parcel of life, everyone has to get used to it. But looking on the bright side, we'll still be able to contact them and have a party sometime (: oh oh, and the sec 4s will come back and visit all the activities we plan (: ahhh, i'm feeling so much better. hahaha. the concert at prefect's camp was super funny, we were all laughing at all the stupid stuff the group made the guys and girls do, and when it was my group's turn to perform i almost laughed my guts out. well, literally. hahaha. i had a stomachache from laughing lah (: sigh. camp camp camp. had like, 3 camps this holiday..really thank God for giving me the opportunity to attend so many camp, make so many new friends and learn more about him, as well as feeling his presence at the same time..the Lord guided me, through all my doubts and let me relax and have fun!! if only camps could last longer..don't you feel so too?

2006-06-12T19:42:00.000+08:00

wah. prefect's camp tmr, schedule super tight. so if you can't contact me you know where i am (: having loads of fun! have a feeling prefect's camp is going to be really exciting and interesting..symposium as well..brother playing some com game and i can't use the main computer so i have to use my dad's laptop, haha, WHEEEEEE~feeling high..probably cause i'm attending so many enthu camps i'm becoming so enthu as well (: camps are nice mann. made so many new friends at sec2 ed-venture camp and at church camp (: hmmmm. i've nothing much to say now i suppose, will fill you guys in on prefect's camp (: taa~

2006-06-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

Phew. Just came back from church camp, fun but exhausting. Still, I wish it'd last longer (: First day we mainly just got into our groups and got to know each other better, then on the second day we played games and went for a sermon by pastor gordon. yeah, it was about our significance, suffering and sin in our lives..hmmm. it made me ponder about many things which i've never really thought of before, and it was totally applicable to our daily lives and the days i spent at POGH (palace of the golden horses). Yup. (: the hotel was good, just that the service was a bit slow and whenever you ask for 'salt and pepper', the hotel staff would reply ' salt and paper?' it was rather funny, hahaha. As you know, the hotel was named POGH, so the hotel was FULL of horses. Yes, i mean really FULL. hahaha. horse legs on tables, horse heads on chairs, horse paintings, horse shoes on mirrors, horse statues, horse lamps...yes, to that extent. hahaha. i found it quite amusing that the hotel was full of horses. oh i forgot, there was also a horse fountain. hahaha. i took many pictures of the horses, they were really nicely shaped/psinted/carved..hmmm. yeah. one thing bad was, sze wing, deborah and i had to walk a really long corridor to get to our room and we had to pass like 3 swinging doors. i was super scared to go back alone lah! and there were yellow lights...so creepy. other than that the hotel was fine i suppose. on the last night i went to chern wei's room to play pictionary..but got tired at like 12 something am, so i went back to my room. we were actually far behind for pictionary but in the end we won. so amazing. hahaha. hmmm. when i was going back to my room i got kind of freaked out because lights in 2 lifts weren't working. but in the end i went back to my room safely and i bathed without being as frightened as i was when i was bathing the night before. i really thank God for this opportunity to attend this camp, would have regretted it if i didn't. learned lots about God and really felt his importance in my life. during camp, whenever i doubted anything, had any complications, i prayed and God really answered my prayer and guided me along the way. God answers prayers! after this church camp, i finally realised God's importance in my life, his role, everything. perhaps God made me attend this church camp to remind me of his role in my life..special thanks to everyone who planned the activities and made everything so enjoyable (yes, even the food). yup, really enjoyed myself, will definitely look forward to year end OC Camp (: (: (: taa~

2006-06-05T15:34:00.000+08:00

I've just put some music on my blog (: it's the only way i know to play music on my blog cause SOME people won't help me. but it looks nice anyways up there. so yeah. hahaha. hmmm. i met 2 new ppl ytd (: hmmm. yeah. i don't know what else to say. mann. the music i'm listening to now is making me lose concentration. i found out that i cannot really concentrate while listening to music. haha. i'll just forget what to write or write some words from the song. hmmm. hahaha. BAH. i don't know what else to write leh. hmmm hmmm. what else should i write. i think i'm going net surfing or something now. taa~

2006-06-03T12:22:00.000+08:00

DUM DEE DUM DEE DUM DUM DUM. i'm bored. i'm so full from macdonald's breakfast and now i'm eating lunch. stuffing myself with lunch that is. no wonder i've become so fat. hahaha. hmmmm. i should exercise soon. i haven't exercised for a pretty long time. no wonder. this probably also explains why i'm so fat. BAH. i shall stop saying i'm fat and everything. i know hwo irritating it is. haha. oh wells. have i not written a testimonial for anyone yet? hmmm. don't know (: i just feel like writing testimonials these few days. hahaha. i think i'm going to actually start doing my work now. as in soon. going to vera's house soon suppose. sigh. i hope it's fruitful. hahaha. so what's up? the fan the lights. so lame. haha. i have nothing else to talk about what. i'm bored. what should i do? i don't know. crap i suppose. that's like one of the things i'm good at. haha. hmm. i think i shall continue with my lunch now even though i'm full. we should not waste food right? haha. kayz kayz. see ya later!taa~

2006-06-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO AGAIN. notice i usually start off with hello and stuff like that? hahaha. hello's a nice word kay..hi also not bad. haha. why am i talking about words??? today we (astrid, xiao hui, sarah and me) went to acs(i) for some prefect thingy and it was quite fun larz. hmmm hmmm. oh oh. we had like water fights but it got really painful when someone threw a waterbomb at my stomach. but anyways, let bygones be bygones. and yes, my english is so super good cause i used such good vocabulary. haha. LIKE REAL. haiz. i shall continue. i didn't really stay till the end of the whole thing, cause my mum came at 8 and they were supposed to finish by 8! hahaha. ah wells. oh oh. and here comes the exciting part. astrid said i was supposed to do something but then i went home already. heh. i'm so lucky mann. but not astrid (: she had to take my place or something. hahahaha. ah wells. i'm feeling quite tired now leh. hmmmm. i haven't even blown my hair. it's still so wet. ahhh. my eyes are closing. i suppose i must as well end now. taa~

2006-05-31T16:46:00.000+08:00

BAH. i feel high today. hahahaha. been writing many testimonials. (i wrote that whole word out astrid) yeah. not feeling very tired today. feeling HYPER. like astrid. haha. ok...hmmm..what should i talk about now. going for some prefect thing tmr with astrid xiao sarah..it's gonna be a blast! hahahaha. they're always super funny lah. but anyways. hmmm. my brother's waking up from his sleep. so is my sister. oh wells. hmm. i'm so proud of myself. i helped to tuition my brother ytd. hahaha. i'm so good and nice and guai. unlike SOME ppl whose name probably starts with b and ends with i. !! ah wells. i miss camp. oh oh i promised grace i would write out the storey song:
The window the window the second storey window
with a hip and a hop and a mighty throw
throw it out of the window(chorus, i call it)

twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
up above the world so high
throw it out of the window

chorus

jack and jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water
jack fell down and broke his crown
throw him out of the window

chorus

baa baa black sheep have you any wool?
yes sir yes sir 3 bags full
one for the master
one for the dame
throw her out of the window

chorus
end

yeah i suppose it's something like that. sigh. i want more innotrek camps! do they organise holiday camps for some pitiful ppl like us who don't really go anywhere for the holidays? haha
i hope they do leh. innotrek camps rock! ah wells. i gotta go now. taa~

2006-05-30T10:47:00.000+08:00

Still missing camp here. Camp kaizen. Yeah. Sigh. All the trainers were so nice and everything. It was so sad when we had to leave. But everytime i look into the sky, i always remember that bright star wei ning gave us for singing the real 'you're beautiful' song. hahaha. good memories from this camp will always linger in my mind. oh oh. and ytd we went for ivp seminar. aft we presented, mrs lee told us that all of us got distinctions! i hope it's true. heh heh. then our hard work paid off. hmmm. oh oh. and mrs lee said when she has time she'll make brownies for us!! hahahaha. sounds nice. but don't make them too soon mrs lee..cause i ate brownies ytd and this morning. so kinda bored of it now. i think i'm sick. i went toilet so many times. you get what i mean. so i shall spare the details. hahaha. hmmm. what else have i got to write about? i still miss camp leh. ah wells. i have nth else to write about. innotrek trainers rock! taa~

2006-05-26T19:14:00.000+08:00

Sigh. Camp is over. I miss camp. I wish it lasted longer. Camp was so fun and everything! It's the best camp I've ever been to...now i miss my trainer. Wei Ning is so cool! Sigh. Everyday she'll do activities with us, then suddenly today we dont have her anymore. I doubt I'd ever see her again, and we're not supposed to keep in contact with our trainers so i doubt we'll ever meet again. But i'll always remember her. and all the other trainers. Miss all of you guys! Still wishing we'll get to meet again and do more activities together. Sigh. Wei Ning you rock kayz! I think i have to go now. bye bye :( i miss camp i miss my group i miss our trainer. oh wells. life has to go on. ivfen.

2006-05-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

Sigh. I absolutely love today. Haha. Maybe it's because we started the day with chapel (: chapel was good. And so, following that, we got back the marks for erm, our ca2? Yeah, I think it's ca2. I think okay. It wasn't THAT fantastic and good but well, satisfactory for me. I feel that we shouldn't aim too high yeah. Just be satisfied with whatever you have. God will provide. There I go again. Sounding like I'm preaching. Haha. Ok fine, I'll stop. I'm not depressed or sad anymore. i think it's because starting the day off with chapel has reminded me that everything i do on earth is actually to glorify God's name. Wheeeee. I feel high. And i think i'm going to do my geog now. Hang on. I shall write more before going to do my geog. Erm. What was i going to say? Oh yeah! Tomorrow's the annual cross country run. I don't feel like running leh. But still, I wanna get at least one point for my house. BLACKMORE ROCKS! hahaha. I can't wait for camp. Can you wait. Camp is going to be FUN. yup. I think it's going to be real fun. YAYYYY. I have 3 camps this june holidays! Sec 2 camp, church camp and prefect's camp. They're all gonna ROCK! Ok ok, i'm extremely high now. Oh while I'm at this, i must as well boast of my english marks. I'm so proud of myself. I really didn't expect to get that satisfactory results. (: Ok. I'm done with my boasting now. Erm. I shall now talk about. Something. What? I don't know what to talk about leh. Erm. I'm going to watch the 9 o'clock show today (: Are you? Oh wells. Sigh. Now i remember. I have ivp to do. Arrrghh. And I still haven't done the prototype. God help me! I think I'd better go work on it now. Yeah. bye bye.

2006-05-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

hello again. sigh. i'm feeling sad. i'm feeling weird. i'm feeling..different. haha. i don't know why. hmmm. but anyways. today i went to orchard again. and i bought some clothes. yeah. i suppose you don't want me to go into detail since it's so boring already. but i'll tell you what happened anyway. i was walking along the street. and this guy handed me a balloon and said something and took a photo and i went to eat at scotts picnic food court. and i ate pizza there. surprisingly, pasta mania's pizza is as nice as pizza hut's, if not nicer. no offence intended though. i haven't ate pizza hut for a longggg time. sigh. someone's angry with me. it's sad when your friend is angry at you. i shan't talk about it anymore. welllll. i don't know what else to say. maybe i'll post an entry tmr when i'm in a better mood. yeah. thanks for reading this and putting up with me. hope this fulfills your bored-ness. if you are bored, that is. i am. are you? i think i am. but now i'm not that bored. oh wells. i don't know what to do now. oh wells. ermmm. hello. bye bye. ok, this is for real. bye!

2006-05-09T20:57:00.000+08:00

yo peeps. I'm high. Though I'm not too happy about my chemistry and biology marks. Haha. But I feel happy. I don't know why leh. Hmmm. I think I'm going to go bonkers. Just now I was reading a book and I wasn't really concentrating on it, although I sort of knew its content. Then I started to lose focus and sort of daydream, but just that my 'daydreaming' was about nothing. Like I was losing my senses like that. Hahaha. Ok. Now my brother is bugging me to get off the computer. Sigh. Bye.

2006-05-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

Today we had holy communion in church..then at home, my brother refused to eat finish the chocolate cake he melted in the microwave oven. Thank goodness it was only one piece. It looked digusting. And guess what? I'm forming sentences!! Hahaha. Not fragments. I've almost completed the 12 stories we're supposed to read for the book test, coming up soon in the 9th week. Phew, without mid-years, it still is challenging. (Phew, I'm exhausted!!hahahaha. inside joke) Okay. I'm trying to write in proper english, just so that my english may improve when I am writing compositions. I can't wait for the picnic on wednesday!! WHEEEEeeeeee. Can you? Haha. We're going to feed the swans (: Are we? I hope so. Haha. Hmmm. I also can't wait for the holidays. Hahaha. June holidays!! At least we'd be able to sleep later then. Glorious sleep. I'm feeling tired now. I stayed up all night to watch the General Election. Until 1 am!! Luckily there's no tennis next week. I'm truely exhausted. Haha. Hmmm. What should i write about? I bet you're bored to death already. Fine. Leave if you want now. I shall continue talking about...What should i talk about? Hmmmm. Oh oh. You know right, for my birthday, my aunt got me this whole big bottle of saga seeds. Haha. They're really nice okay. Hang on. I need to think of more stuff to crap about. Oh. Now I remember. I so afraid of getting back my biology and chemistry marks. As in, really, I'm scared. I think I might even fail biology. I really need to get an A1..sigh. Pray that the Lord will guide us all in getting back our results. Okay, even if it's bad, we shall all thank God. Currently my brother is bugging my mother to test him science for his SA and my sister is struggling with circles with my dad (circumference and area). That leaves the computer free for me! MUAHAHAHA. Okay. Erm. I think I've got to go soon, unfortunately. My brother just killed a mosquito and I think he's talking to it. Quote: "Yes! I've got you at last!" Haha. He also said something about lots of blood and everything. Perhaps this is the mosquito that has been sucking my parent's blood at night. I'm so lucky. I put mosquito repellent. Haha. I'm so clever--NOT. Haha. Now my brother's rushing me off the computer. Sigh. I guess I've got to go soon. My sister seems to be mastering her circles. Hahaha. Now my mummy's still testing my brother on 'classifying materials and testing their properties'. Sometimes I find it so hard to study because my house is always so noisy. Other times it's nice I guess. Now my brother's playing soccer on my mobile phone. Haiz. I haven't studied for my math test. And I need to do well in it. I think I'd better go pack my bag now. And study for math. Hahaha. Bye!!

2006-05-04T17:35:00.000+08:00

My life has kind of been turned up-side down today. During computer, as I've mentioned in my previous post, I didn't get too good a grade for my computer. Sigh. Then I didn't sign my chinese test paper and lao shi says she's going to minus some marks. And I'm doing badly enough for chinese already! If she minuses 5 marks, my latest test would have resulted in a fail. Sigh. I'm doing so badly for all my tests/subjects now. How are you guys doing? I think I either need to study harder or get a tuition teacher to teach me all the stuff I don't know. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Should I? I don't know. Hmmm. Oh, and my class is pretty sad. All of us are. So heartbreaking, 2 of our nice teachers are going to leave us for good. How sad is that. Wait. I shall put it this way. No more extremely nice teachers. Cause other teachers are still nice. But so sad. And Ms Soo/Su, gave all of us stars! (they actually glow). She's so nice. But she's going away. So sad. Sigh. Ok, I shan't talk about all this heartbreaking stuff anymore, haha. Hmmmmm. Oh! I just remembered, today, i went home feeling quite sad, because again, of my chinese test marks. I'm like failing everything now. Ok, but anyway, I was walking home (I didn't bring my wallet and mobile phone, as Mr Low would put it) and so, because my gate key to get into my condo was in my wallet, i couldn't get into my condo. So I waited. And waited. Until finally, this super skinny and tall boy came 'to my rescue' (i had been waiting for 10 minutes!!) but before he opened the gate for me, he reached down and picked up some grass clippings/cuttings? with his hand, and then opened the door for me. I found it quite weird, I was almost tempted to ask him why he did that, but I didn't know him, haha. Maybe he needed it for his science experiment. But it was a really funny sight. And that really cheered me up, because I laughed after he went somewhere. That's why I'm happy now. Haha. It was really really funny. But I'm not being mean ok. Neither will I say that was 'cute' because SOME people will think otherwise. It just made me laugh, haha. If only you guys were there to see it!!(hahahaha) Maybe God arranged all this. Maybe he made me forget to bring my wallet and mobile phone?(i needed it to call my mother to open the gate for me)The Lord works in wonders. Haha. Today turned out to be a rather funny day after all. It started out depressing..but really, I feel so happppppeeeeee! Hahaha.Ok, I'll stop repeating. WHEEEE! Oh no. I think I've got to go now. BYE!!

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